My Life At Hogwarts

The Trip

I awoke and looked around me, feeling panicked. I looked down and saw that I was still on Blaise and he was stirring. I quickly got up and tripped over George who was asleep on the floor, thankfully neither of them woke up.

I walked up to my dorm and changed into some jeans and a turtleneck jumper, to hide the bruises on my neck. I then folded up my pajamas and Blaise's robe and placed them on my bed. I then grabbed another blanket and walked back down the stairs.

I walked over to George and covered him with the blanket I just brought downstairs. I kissed his head and then walked over to Blaise. I covered him with the blanket we shared yesterday and kissed his head as well. I then picked up my bag and checked to make sure that my wand was inside. I then walked over to the portrait hole and walked through it.

I walked down the corridor and bumped into McGonagall walking up it to come get me. We walked together out of the castle and then I grabbed her arm when we walked out of the gates. We apparated to a small town and McGonagall walked me over to a small doctors office. We sat in the reception area and waited for my name to be called.

When it was, we walked to the room where a midwife was waiting. She made me take another pregnancy test, to make sure I was actually pregnant, before she made me lay down on the bed. She raised my top up so that my stomach was exposed. She frowned at the wound on my stomach and then poured the gel onto it. I shivered when it was cold and she smiled at me.

She then waved the wand over the gel and I looked over at the monitor where there was a small blob like creature on it. "Do you want to hear the heartbeat?" She asked me. I shook my head in distress. I hated every minute of seeing the thing on the monitor. I looked at the wall so that I didn't have to see it anymore. I heard her switch off the monitor before she handed me a cloth to wipe myself clean.

I pulled my top back down and waited to see what she would say. "You are fairly early in the pregnancy so you have a variety of options available. What would you like to do?" She asked me.

"Abortion. I want an abortion." I said, trying not to cry. The woman nodded and looked at McGonagall to see what she would say. McGonagall nodded and said that it is down to me. The woman nodded and told us that she could fit us in later that afternoon. We nodded and she handed us a piece of paper with the time of our appointment.

"Come back here for your appointment and hand the form to the receptionist and she will get someone to show you where to go. I hope everything goes according to plan." The woman said before showing us out the door. I nodded and got off the bed, walking out of the room first. McGonagall soon followed after me and we walked outside.

I cried and McGonagall hugged me and said that it will be alright. She led the way to a small cafe and we ate some pastries and drank tea. She asked me how I was getting on with my classes and I said that they were all going well and that I had been doing some studying in my spare time, to learn more things. She smiled at me and said that it was good that I was so willing to learn.

I nodded and finished the last of my drink. McGonagall got up and then motioned for me to leave as well. We got outside and she asked if I wanted to check out some shops for Christmas shopping. I nodded so that I could find something for Blaise and a gift for Ginny. I would feel bad if we went to Molly's house and I didn't get everyone a gift.

We walked in some shops and I picked out some books and clothes for Ginny and then some clothes and cologne for Blaise. I then picked up a few smaller things as emergency gifts and then paid for them before putting them in my bag.

I walked over to McGonagall who was picking out her own gifts. She asked my opinion on them and I laughed as she held up a small teddy bear and asked if she should get it for Hagrid. She paid for her things and we walked out the shop.