Heart Sore

11

"Once that pain is engrained, we do everything we can to avoid it again. Don't get in to deep"

Nevaeh

"I know I was wrong for talking to a nigga when I'm suppose to be building something with him, But it's like I know who he is and how much people are scared and sick ride him. I know I'm not the only girl he's spending money on or telling all this bullshit to, so why would I make myself tied down and he's out there doing him?" I asked as I looked at Sarah

She nodded. Her baby bump was showing and I was a proud Aunty and God Mother to be.

"Honestly sis, these hood nigga's will tell you exactly what you wanna hear. That's how they wheel you in, I'm not saying oh he gon' play you but like you need to communicate. If he fucks with you as much as he vocalizes it to you it shouldn't be a problem for you to check his phone, or for you yeo question if your the only girl he's dealing with right now. If he can't answer or respect you enough for those simple ass things then let him go. I'm not gonna sit here and root for y'all just cause he's Delay's friend, your my sister so I'm with whatever makes you thrive and happy" she said as she looked at me

Her pregnancy hormones have her all sentimental. But she is giving me some good advice.

"I know, that's why I love you" I said as I smiled "He does things to me and he expects me not to do it back. I don't know, I just don't know" I said as I sighed

We haven't spoke in about two weeks. I have to much pride to message him and he has to much pride to message me.

I wanted to get that off my mind. I was here with Sarah just watching some shows catching up on what she has going on. She doesn't want a gender reveal but I am going to be throwing her a baby shower. Delay wasn't home so it was just me and her and I loved chilling with my sis.

"You should probably try to apologize to him for what you did. Then mention that you thought he was doing the same and ask him to be honest with you. That's hall best solution right now" she said as she shrugged

I somewhat agreed.

"Yo honestly fam, ion really like lightskin girls. Some of them to full of themselves" I heard a male voice say

I looked back and in came Delay, two other guys I haven't seen before, and Bari. I sat quiet I hated when I came to Sarah's and me and Bari weren't on good terms and he ends up popping up. I sat quiet and I could feel all the eyes on me.

"Sup Sarah" one of the guys I didn't know said as he hugged Sarah

"Hey Jermaine, hi Cleo" she said as she waved at the two boys that I'm guessing names were Cleo and Jermaine

"Sup. You good" Bari said as he hugged Sarah

She nodded. He then looked at me and left and went out the backyard door. I sighed.

"Who's you, I ain't met you before" Cleo said as he looked at me

I chuckled. "I'm Nevaeh, nice to meet you" I said as I shook his hand

"Ohh, I heard of you. You Bari's girl rii?" He asked as he looked at me

I just sat there blankly I ain't known out here as 'Bari's girl' I just shrugged. "Well yeah, but no" I said as I looked at him