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J. YH - Attractive 🔞

Attractive?

Genre: Smut, romance.

Word count: 1,119

Y/n's POV

It's been 3 months since our junior year of High school started. I haven't dated anyone nor anyone had asked me out.

Life's getting boring.

I had imagined how great my high school life would be, but it turned out the opposite. I hope that now things start getting better.

And here I am at the club, drinking my mind off till I've no sanity left since my friends left me for some strangers.

I look around the club to take a glimpse at my 'Friends' when I see someone approaching me?

There he comes. Mr. Jeong Yunho, my so-called "best friend" , who does nothing but scare away the guys trying to approach me. Such a pushover!

"You shouldn't drink this much y/n."

He says in his sweet voice with no concern. Why is he always like this? But there is a little warmth seen in his eyes as he looks towards me.

"As you care anyway, Yunho."

I reply giving no importance to his opinion right now because I want to drink my sadness away.

"I do."

Those were the words I wanted him to say. I wish I could hear those.

Well, that was years ago when I was a junior in high school. Now it's still the same. We luckily got in the same college; he's got a girlfriend and.... we share an apartment now. isn't it good? Hell no.

It fucking sucks to be just an acquaintance to your crush who keeps on blabbing about his toxic girlfriend all the time. life isn't fair to everyone. You got to earn it.

Every day when I see those two together, I wish it would have been me and Yunho instead. I guess I just need to find someone else now. It causes a lot of pain watching him with someone else.

A loud thud is caused due to the front door clashing on the wall as it opens which draws me back into reality from my thoughts and I see a furious Yunho making his way towards the room while kicking everything in the way.

"Yun, you okay?"

I stand up from the couch and go towards him. But it results in me getting pushed towards the wall as he doesn't answer my question which concludes in another loud thud as he shuts his bedroom's door.

"Yunho! Open the door. We need to talk."

I yell standing in front of his room then I hear a faint cry. Wait- he is crying? He isn't the one to cry. Something's up.

I take the spare key of his room from the cupboard and open it, which reveals a heart-breaking sight.

He sits on the ground with his back facing the bed and crying his heart out while muttering the words "Everyone just uses Me. I hate myself." I gather my heart and sit beside him taking Yunho into a tight long hug.

"It's going to be okay. Whoever cheated on you or said you aren't perfect enough, are missing out on something really beautiful."

"She just used me for her pleasures, Y /n,"

Yunho says while his hands still covered his face.

He stands up, and faces me with a completely different expression. We stand only a few inches apart as he glares into my eyes and asks

"Do you think I'm that attractive?"

My breathe hitches as he moves closer while I find trouble comprehending my answer.

"Yea, yeah you are."

I shudder at which I curse myself. What will he think now! You messed up big time y/n.

Yunho moves more closer until I hit the wall behind me. The sadness and grief in his eyes which was present a few minutes vanished into thin air. His eyes now rather portray a hint of lust that scares me. All of this was an act?

His hand slips under my shirt feeling the skin underneath. His cold touch sends shivers down my shine. I feel submissive under his presence. I couldn't move an inch nor speak a word. But It felt weirdly good. As if all of the fantasies in my head were going to come true.

Our noses each other's as I feel his breath on my lips. I feel us freezing at the moment as if the time stopped. "you like it, don't you?" I hear Yunho's faint voice whisper in my ears and I just nod in return.

Our lips crash on each other's as I feel a burst of fireworks in my stomach and ecstasy runs through my veins. I kiss him back as if I'm obligated to do it. Yunho picks me and places my body on the bed while he has a strong grip on my waist, our lips not breaking off the whole time.

As Yunho undresses, I take a firm look at his toned body. He doesn't have abs but a well-maintained physique. I get lost in the moment staring at him again. "y/n?" a whisper is heard from Yunho. "huh?" a tilt my head in question still mesmerized by Yunho standing in front of me, half-naked.

He chuckles before undressing me which I asked him to do because I could move an inch. We look into each other's eyes which a held galaxy, sparkling and becoming glassy due to the tears. I couldn't hold my tears back after all I was finally with him. Finally, in the arms of Yunho.

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"you sure you want to do this?" Yunho asked in his soft tone. It was something that didn't feel normal even after hearing it a hundred times. He always behaved differently around me, as if I was someone special to him.

"yes, Yunho. I want to do this. I cannot wait anymore." I speak through the tears, my breath hitching, voice shuttering as I didn't want him to leave, leave this moment because I feared he would never return. "okay then. If you want if my princess."

He aligns his member in front of the entrance before looking up at me as if he wants to say something. I reassure him that I'm comfortable and if anything happens or I don't want to do it, I'll make sure to inform him.

As he pushes in I feel a sharp pain surged through my spine and it starts hurting. I ask him to stop when the pain gets unbearable.

And he listens to me withdrawing himself and taking me in his embrace reassuring me that it's okay and that I wasn't ready for it.

I try to argue with him but get cut off when Yunho decided to smother his lips all over mine, leaning in and my kissing jaw while slowing lowering down and at last attacking my collarbones, sucking the skin above them.

He doesn't far as I want him to and cuddles me instead saying "I never wanted to, I never want to and I don't ever want to hurt you my darling." Then proceeds to attack me with kisses all over my face.