Miss You (Harry Styles)

Chapter 27

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Rushing out to the parking lot, Harry calls me. I ignore him going to my car heartbroken and pissed. For three weeks, I thought we were starting a new beginnings for us, but it's been all a lie. He was sneaking around with me and I never wanted to be the other woman. I thought he ended it before we got serious and it made me feel somewhat better for ruining their relationship. However, this just makes me feel dirty, stupid, and mostly embarrassed. I trusted Harry and he broke it. How do I know he won't pull this shit on me if we continue this?

"Melanie please wait, let me explain." Harry grabs my air right before I unlock the door.

"Why so you can spit out some more fucking lies? You made me look like an idiot Harry!" I glare at him.

"No, I'm the idiot. I was trying to breakup with her before but the timing was always wrong and I'm sorry. I didn't mean for it to come to this."

"Bullshit. You could've ended it before coming to my hotel room," I say wishing he did.

"You're right, I should've then too, but I was too scared Mel. We didn't work the first time and I didn't want to ruin what I had incase it didn't work out between us. But over these past weeks I have loved every second being with you and I'm no longer scared of our future, I just want to be with you. I love you, Melanie" his eyes and words are sincere. I remove my hand from his sighing.

"Look, I just need some time to think. Bye," I quickly get into my car before he can object. I don't know if I can trust him or my feelings right now. I feel like I need to sit with this for a while before making any decisions. I spend the next two hours driving around listening to music until I decide to drive home.

Walking into my house, my parents are making out on the couch. I shut the door and the two pull away like teenagers who've just been caught. I'd figured something was going on between them but this confirms it.

"When this happen?" I point my finger at them.

"Uh about a month ago."

"A month? Why didn't you tell me?" I'm surprised they kept it from me that long.

"We didn't know how you would react. Are you mad?" My mother said and I take a seat between them.

"That you kept it from me yeah, but I'm happy you two are together." At least I have some good news. I will say that over the time my dads been here my mother has been more radiant since Daniel's death. I think my dad is happier too. I assume they reconnected because they both lost their spouses and along the way old feelings emerged.

"Honey are you alright, you've look like you've been crying," my mom tilts my head up.

"No, I'm having boy trouble," I huff. I didn't want to bring up Harry, so I'll keep it vague with them.

"Well, what's wrong?"

"He's my ex and he told me he broke it off with his fiancé before we got together but he lied. I found out tonight and now I feel so stupid, but I'm also confused because I still love him," I ramble.

"Is he still seeing her?"

"No, they broke up now because she found out, but I don't know if he was ever going to tell her."

"I see. Did he give you explanation why?"

"Yeah, he said he was scared to because of the risk he would take getting back with me. We had a bad break up and he didn't want to go through that again if we didn't work. I know he loves him mom, but he lied and I don't know if I can still trust him," I sigh.

"Honey, does he make you happy?"

"Yes more than anyone has before?"

"If someone tried to take him from you? Would you want to fight for him?"