Miss You (Harry Styles)

Chapter 4

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Harry

My body trembles as I watch my father lay hooked up to machines with cast and bandages. The first week all I did was mentally scream at the asshole who did this. Now all I can do is cry and pray he makes it out of alive. Miranda woke up a few days ago and I went to see her when Melanie wasn't there. I figured it be awkward right now. My mum and sister came a few days ago too and are waiting for any signs of him waking up. My sister apologizes for all the times she was rude to him while she bawls her eyes.

I have to leave for a moment because it's getting too much to handle. I go out to the waiting room area and try calling jasmine again. I've been trying for the past week but she hasn't answered. Sighing, I leave a message this time hoping she gets it. I really need her here, Jasmine has become my rock these past couple of years.

I head back to the room but my feet stop in their tracks when I see Melanie talking on the phone outside the cafeteria. She doesn't notice me yet which is good. My heart is beating too loud to hear any of my frantic thoughts. If she does see me what will I even say to her. I thought it be easy to talk to her but not when she's looking like that. I swear she's gotten prettier, fuck I can't believe I just thought that. I shouldn't be thinking or looking at her the way I am. I'm happily engaged to Jasmine and she's nothing more than my stepsister. Maybe I shouldn't talk to her yet not until my thoughts are in order. Seeing her though does make me think back to when times weren't so hectic.

"Harry, what are we gonna do if we get caught?" Melanie asks trailing her fingers down my chest. Our parents went out so of course we took the opportunity to have sex. We don't get to be this close with Dad and Miranda around. I used to love sneaking around there was a thrill in it but now it's quite frustrating.

Sometimes I want to hold Melanie's hand in public or kiss her. We can't show any affection towards each other since we're step siblings. I'm falling for Melanie but I'm too afraid to tell her because I know deep down this will come to an end.

I wrap my arms around her pulling me closer to me. Her brown eyes twinkling from the small light peeking from the window next to my bed. I admire her smooth skin and soft smile. I'd be lying if i said I didn't adore everything about Melanie, from her beautiful kinky locks down to her nude painted toenails.

"Knowing Miranda, she'll kick me out. I probably won't ever get to see you again." Melanie's plump lips form into a pout not happy with my honest answer.

"Doesn't that scare you?" She asks biting her upper lip and pushing some of my curls back.

"Of course, how could I possibly go about my day not seeing your annoying face everyday," I tease her making her roll her eyes. I tend to joke or tease her when I can answer honestly. I've enjoyed every second of us being together so if Miranda or my dad ever found out we're finished. I won't get to kiss her soft lips or see her dazzling smile. Hear her gripe about school or her mum, I definitely miss her ridiculous laugh. It starts of quiet but gradually gets louder every time. Its obnoxious and quite annoying actually but I've grown too found of it to not being able to hear it every again. I'd feel lost if I didn't get to see her and that's how I truly feel but I'd never admit that to  her. Melanie doesn't take long to respond back either.

"Well I would quite miss this ass of yours," she playfully pinches my bum making my eyes go wide. She's so cheeky today and I'm certainly loving it.

"That's it. Only my bum," I pretend to be offended.

"That's not the only thing but I don't think you want me to pinch that too." I gasp at her cheekiness and roll on top of her hovering over her naked body. I look at the clock and our parents won't be back for another hour.

"Then let me give just that before this ends," I wink at her. "Time for round."

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I break out of my thoughts and no longer see Melanie but rather nurses and doctors in scrubs rushing down the hall. I follow since they're going to my father's floor, I nearly faint when all the doctors are surrounding his jerking body. He's having a seizure. I stand numb as the doctors stabilize my father and take him up to O.R. again for brain surgery. My mum wraps her arms around me and we weep together.

"He's going to make it out alive." She says more to herself than to me but I sure hope she's right. 

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