BEST FRIEND'S BOYFRIEND STORY |
Taehyung and Y/N are mainly acquainted through Jihyo, his girlfriend and her best friend, and aren't particularly close. But when Jihyo announces she will be attending University in the USA, Y/N and Taehyung are sudde...
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[29th of August 2020]
Taehyung POV
Heartbreak.
It's probably the worst feeling in the world, losing the one thing you deemed most valuable in your life, taken away from you with no mercy whatsoever, ripped apart from your soul, leaving a wound that seemed unable to be healed; love.
You try to forget about it, move on and smile through the pain, but it may have been an useless effort to try and hide the remaining feelings that still lingered in my heart, seemingly irreplaceable for a lifetime.
She left a hole in my heart, breaking it into little pieces scattered across my soul, a wound that continued to hurt each and everyday. I wished she would have given us the chance we deserve, I wish she would have valued the love I have for her.
I wish she wouldn't have abandoned me, that she would have chosen me instead of this destiny she wrote out for herself. But that is selfish, it is selfish to hold her back when she wants to fly, it is selfish to make her choose between me and her dreams.
She still loves me, and I still love her, with all my heart, but she is gone, away from my world, chasing her own dreams which I'm no longer a part of. I am willing to wait for her, but perhaps I should listen to her instead.
She didn't want to hold me back, she didn't want me to suffer like this and instead, allow me to spread my wings and start chasing my own dreams, create my own destiny like she is doing for herself right now.
That's why I'm here right now, unpacking my stuff in my new dorm room, ready to start a new chapter of my life, University. I almost wanted to give all of this up as I didn't see the purpose anymore, but something within me made me chose otherwise.
I know Jihyo wouldn't have wanted to see me like this, heartbroken and wrecked by the fact that she left. She knew I would feel this way, but she also knew that I would find the strength within myself to keep it together.
I was never angry with her, how could I, I love her with all my heart. It may seem pathetic, but I still do and will continue to do so. There is no one else that could ever replace her, fill that hole and void in her place.
"Taehyung, can you hand me that box over there?" Jimin asked me as I shrugged away my thoughts.
Jimin is my roommate, something I'm incredibly happy about actually. He has been here for me along with Jungkook during this summer break, trying to make me forget about the pain I was suffering inside my heart.
