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[7th of September 2020]

Y/N POV

"I seriously think they should reconsider the length of these lectures" Hoseok states as Namjoon chuckles.

"Well, you made progress! You actually managed to stay awake for the full three hours" Namjoon pointed out as Hoseok scoffs.

"That's because I was high on caffeine! I had to wake up early for this" Hoseok said as I frowned.

"We started at 9 in the morning, what are you talking about?" I asked him as Hoseok rolled his eyes.

"I'm not used to this kind of lifestyle alright?" He said as I chuckled, gathering my stuff in the mean time.

We just finished the first lecture of the week. It was a rather long one, having to sit, take notes and listen for about three hours straight. Don't get me wrong! It truly interests me, but even I got tired after a while.

Luckily for me, I was able to attend it with Hoseok and Namjoon once again. They truly make this experience a whole lot more fun than it is supposed to be. I'm happy to have surrounded myself with friends like them.

Especially considering the fact that I have not been able to share this experience with my best friend. I tried to call her again this weekend, but no luck, she didn't pick up the phone, in fact, she didn't even text me back.

I don't know how to feel about the situation really, especially after I spend some time with Taehyung last week. It felt weird to talk to him like this, considering the fact that we never really did before.

None of us even bothered to get to know one another, in fact, we were fine with the prejudice we had against each other. But after talking to him like this, I got to see a new side of him, his caring and considerate side.

It confuses me actually as those are exactly the things I used to like him for, the things I used to have a crush on. But things are different now, there is history there, he dated my best friend and therefore, I can't allow myself to feel like this.

He clearly still loves her, but I do get the feeling that he is starting to move on, something that makes me happy actually. Jihyo wouldn't want him to stay hung up on her, she would want him to live his life.

However, I can't help but feel weird about that as well. Ever since we started to get a little closer and talk to each other, I felt confused. Confused with my feelings, how I see him and what to think of him.

I know I shouldn't even be thinking about him like that, but what I told him the other day was true; I'm not sure how I feel about the person I decided to let go all these years ago, that person being Taehyung.

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