Love Lost

Torturous Relationship

Forth POV

After my initial encounter with Wayo, we began to meet in the most unexpected places. He always gets my attention because he's always been my favorite among my exes. Besides, his twinky body is what I love most about him. So whenever we have a chance, we have sex. We'll check in a hotel and fuck ourselves dry until we're satisfied.

I was at the highest point of my life. Business was doing good. I have Beam taking care of my domestic needs while Wayo attends to my sexual needs. But the more I share my bed with Wayo, the more it became clear to me that my feelings for him were returning.

I knew that Beam was somehow aware that I've been getting a bit cold to him. It became more apparent when I was not in the mood one night because Wayo cancelled our planned escaped because he was called back by his father in their main house.

I spent my night cooling off my head and libido in the shower. When I returned to the bedroom, I was surprised with the set-up. Beam was sitting on the edge of the bed wearing a bathrobe while dimlights illuminated him.

"Beam..." I managed to voice out in astonishment. "What's this?"

Beam reluctantly stood up and approached me by the door. I was still wet and had only a damp towel on my waist. "Y-you've been a little distant lately. Your father said it's because you've been busy at work but you're particularly been in a sour mood since this morning. I-I figured, you might want to blow off some s-steam?"

He placed his palms on my chest. They were as cold as ice. "I-I don't know how to do this Forth. Y-you're my first boyfriend. I-I don't have experience. You're going to be my f-first time *gulp* if ever..."

"I-I'm scared but if it's going to help you in anyway, I-I'll do it." Beam said obviously terrified of what he was saying.

I held his wrist and threw his hands to my back so he'll be able to embrace me. Perhaps he's right. Maybe I just need someone to fuck to get over the feeling of being left hanging.

I looked into Beam's scared eyes then leaned my head closer to his to let our lips meet. I never really did make out with him in our months together. Usually, we just give each other sweet pecks. I guess, we never really went into that passionate intimacy, just cuddling.

My mouth moved sensually as I kissed Beam's lips. He was trying to return my kisses but ultimately failed because of his inexperience. It was a huge turn off for me and it was making my mood more sour than earlier.

"Just suck my cock." I commanded after I broke off from our kiss. I took off the towel and threw it on the floor. My semi-erect cock was showcased to the both of us.

Beam immediately knelt down on the floor and gripped my cock. Then, he licked the head while jacking it off gently.

"Put the whole thing in your mouth Beam. Use your mouth to jack it off." I ordered.

Beam did as he was told. I moaned as soon as I felt his warmth enveloped me. It was the same yet different from how Wayo does it.

My cock suddenly twitched at the thought of Wayo. It made me more aroused cause my cock to grow larger and stiffer.

"Eat it whole Beam." I said firmly.

I saw Beam try to do what I wanted but he was having difficulty especially since it's his first time in blowing cock. Watching him made me impatient, so I pushed his head down my shaft. It was bliss.

*kkkkkkkķhhhheee kkhhhheee*

Beam made choking sounds. But I pressed his head harder because his gagging made pleasurable sensations on my cock. When I let go of his head, he also pull it back so he can breathe. I saw tears running down his eyes due to the activation of his gag reflex. But I paid no importance to them, I want to fuck, I want to cum, that's all that's in my mind.