As we fall

Mixed signals

Hayden's POV

So why did you even call me here if your going to continue being an asshole! Kim shouts at me.

I'm not being an asshole Kim but we're too young to have kids! Why the fuck do you even want to go through with this pregnancy your gonna ruin our lives! I snap back.

Because I love you and if it's meant for us to have a child together I want to see it through. She calmly says.

Really bro??? Meant? It's not fucking meant! For one I have a girlfriend that I'm deeply in fucking love with and two I don't even remember that night I was high off my ass! And three,,,, I don't want a fucking kid at 21 years old and especially not with you Kim! I yell in frustration at her words.

So you want me to kill our baby? She cries.

Oh please! It's not a baby yet it's just a fucking seed getting ready to form. Dont try to make this a bigger deal then it needs to be. Don't ruin your life over tying to keep me in it. I calmly explain to her.

I just need time to think! I have to go. She sobs while turning to the door and leaving my dorm.

Fuucckk! I yell while punching yet another hole through this weak ass drywall.

Mia still won't answer my calls or text and I feel as though there's a two story house on my fucking chest. My girl won't be here for me when I need her the most and all the problems I have in the world keeps reminding me that, I fucked up and got caught by Mia's family now it's probably impossible to see her, she's getting married to another man in March! 3 fucking months away. And I got Kim pregnant. Where the hell did my life go wrong? What did I do to deserve all this shit drama that's currently straining my soul?
And what the fuck happened to my so called friend mark? I finally escape the thoughts in my head and scroll though my phone to call mark.

Hello? He answers.

Hey bro where the fuck you been? I say.

Oh. Uhm. I've just been a little busy with work and school, you know. He says nervously and makes me wonder why...

Well I'm going through a lot of shit bro. I can really use a night out with my boy. I assure him

I can't.. uhm.. I'm sorry Hayden I have to go I'm just real busy. And I hear the beat indicating he's ended the call before I can even respond.. what the fuck is up his ass lately.
I send Mia a few more text then I leave for the nearest bar to ease this pain I'm feeling desperate to rid of.

Mia's POV

Oh my god no way! You just hit for $2200! Tommy screams as my slot machine makes happy winning sounds.

Are you serious! This is the first time I've ever played a slot! I yell in excitement.

Oh you have a little beginners luck. Tommy states laughing.

So now what? I say confused to why I can't pull out my winnings.

It's a hand pay so we have to wait for a cashier to come pay you. He assures me.

We wait nearly 20 minutes before a nice lady comes and checks my ID before paying me my $2200.

So tell me something about you tommy. I say while taking my seat at the next machine.

Well I've been married before.. it only lasted a year and she went home to her family. He says.

Why didn't it work out? If you don't mind that I ask. I say curiously.

Uhh, that's a long story that I can't really get into right now. He shrugs me off.

Well I don't think it's fair that I'm being forced to marry you and you won't tell me the deep shit that makes you you! I state with my bitchatude.