As we fall

When secrets are reviled

Mia's POV

We arrive at the party with Hayden's arm wrapped around my waist, clearly making his claim.

Well look who it is, wasn't expecting to see you tonight stranger. Oh and you brought the little home wrecker with you!. Kim spits as soon as we walk into the threshold.

That's funny because you and I never really had a home to wreck Kim. Our relationship was a shit show, I pathetically stayed in because the sex was easy. Hayden stated harshly and I silently gagged while my subconscious pictured Kim and my Hayden having sex.

So your saying everything we had together was fake? Kim ask in a sarcastic tone, as if she didn't believe a word from Hayden's mouth.
This baby sure feels real though. She states casually,
As Hayden's hand tightens around me I can feel him trying to hold in the anger, and the blank stare down he's having with Kim ain't helping him calm, Baby I want a drink! Let's go have fun, this place is crazy tonight! I yell over the loud music and grasping his angry attention from Kim.

Yeah a drink sounds amazing right now actually,   And speaking of  "BABY" what the fuck are you even doing at a frat party Kim? Oh I can picture you being a mother.... May god be with this kid. He says coldly while his lips stood 3 inches from her neck.
I couldn't help to feel jealous seeing him get so close to her but my heart wants to make excuses for him,  maybe he just wanted to make sure she heard his words over the loud music? Yeah that's probably right. Right?

Babe did you hear me?. Hayden interrupts my dozed off state, I blink twice and realize we've moved to the kitchen. 
Oh sorry it's so loud I didn't hear you!

I asked if you really wanted to drink tonight. I don't really want you to get drunk. He admits.

Yeah I just want maybe 2, let's just have some fun babe please". I pout with puppy dog eyes.

Okay but you better not leave my side. You stay next to me at all times. Do you understand? He whispers in my ear as he traces soft kisses down my neck, his soft lips leaving their usual goosebumps on my skin.

I can't help but tease him back,  slowly turning around and grinding my ass right against his crotch,  I promise you that this is the only place I want to be. I assure him as I bit my lip.

He grips my hips tighter against him, letting me know that I've clearly turned him on. Oh fuck baby girl you drive me crazy! You know that right? He ask while he bites my neck holding me from behind.

Yes I know you are crazy! I assure him laughing. Now make me a drink! I demand.

He laughs at my demands but obliged. Good choice on his end. I laugh to myself.

We're a few drinks in by this point and I am feeling tipsy. I'm sure Hayden can see this as well cause he's guiding me to sit on his lap on the big brown sofa, that was also filled with lots of other drunk party guest. Great.

Are you okay baby? He asked.

Yeah I feel really good actually. I assure him with a kiss.

Oh look the whole gang is here right now! One of the guys says.

Yeah let's play a game like old times you guys! Kim suggest.

Oh no your games always end up with some weird ass drama! Mark says.

No fucking way count us out! Hayden snorts.

Well what's the game? I ask curiously.

Kim let's out a loud chuckle at my question and says,   I doubt you would be good at it! Your a little too innocent.. little miss "I'm not allowed to go to parties""
But then again here you are.. she says with her annoying basic bitch attitude.

It's never have I ever.  We all say stuff and if you done it before or went through it then you take a sip of vodka. Usually a shot but since your already drunk it can be sip for you. Mark assures me laughing.

Sounds fun! Let's play! I say while ignoring Hayden's tight grip on my waist.

Okay, okay,   Never have I ever had sex in public.  Some blonde says starting the game passing everyone a bottle of vodka each.

With that question everyone.. and I mean everyone! Including me and Hayden admits the truth and takes the first drink as we laughed.

Never have I ever fucked in the shower! Mark takes his turn.  And with that only me Hayden and mark take another drink.

Kim laughs loudly,  wow Mia I didn't think you got down so dirty like that. I guess it's my turn.       
Hmm,  let's see,,   Oh perfect!   Never have I ever stole another woman's man.. she says coldly while starring me in the eyes clearly wanting me to feel intimidated. 

Everyone's laughing and wooing in astonishment while waiting for my reaction.

I stood up from Hayden's lap, walked right next to her and looked into her eyes as I knocked my head back and chugged half the bottle.  Yeah I guess I have something he actually "wants". I assure her with a smirk. As everyone goes wild to the way I handled that shit. Hayden laughing as he pulls me back to him.

Oh so you told her that you don't want our baby Hayden?? Kim sobs dramatically.

Are you fucking kidding me Kim? Of course I don't want a baby! I'm studying to be a fucking lawyer I'm still in college and I'm in love with Mia!  Hayden snaps at her while everyone tenses and gets quiet as the air turns thin and the game turns serious.

Hayden I,, I,,  well I have to tell you something but please... don't freak out.. mark says as he stands up to face Hayden.

Well spit it the fuck out bro. Whats on your mind? Hayden ask.

Uhh.. well I wasn't gonna say anything but you said something to me earlier that really got me thinking,  he clears his throat clearly nervous to say his next words, and can it be true that I'm also sensing fear? But why would he fear his best friend and roommate? I guess I'm about to find out.

Kim also told me that you didn't wear a condom that night. Which made me feel better because I didn't wear a condom either...  Hayden I'm so sorry but I have to tell you the truth it's been killing me to
Lie to you like this,   I been fucking Kim behind your back and I have good reason to believe that I fucked up and got her pregnant but she loves you too much that she's trying to use it against you and trap you into staying with her. Mark says as tears fall to his cheeks uncontrollably while telling his best friend the thing he's been dreading.

Is it true Kim. Hayden ask calmly while keeping his eyes on mark.

Yes.. yes it's true okay! It was marks baby but it doesn't even matter anymore because that appointment you drove me to today was the appointment for the abortion! Okay! So no one has to worry,  no one "fucked up" as you guys call it.  It's gone now. She says while crying uncontrollably and running towards the front door out of the house that's still full of people just listening to our dramatic scene.  Mark runs after her.

I look back to Hayden who is now smiling from ear to ear,   I knew it.. I knew it wasn't yours! I say as I wrap my arms around his neck, sighing in relief.

Yeah honestly I kinda felt like it wasn't either! He laughs,   Let's go up to my room baby girl. I wanna show you something. He says taking my wrist and guiding me upstairs.

As I walk into the room first I walk over to the bed to take off my heels and when I turn around I'm shook! As my eyes find Hayden down on one knee and a small black box in his hands!..