I will always love you

The Past

Castiel Novak was a curious soul, always up to trying something once. But even though some call him reckless, he did have boundaries and knew himself well enough to know when enough was enough. And when he couldn't look away from those emerald green eyes, he knew that Dean Winchester was too much for him. He hated not even trying, but having something between another juvenile delinquent was a bad idea, One example Gabriel. Apparently him and Dean had something going on before he got thrown in here.

"We didn't necessarily date." He explained, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. "We just screwed around. We were seeing other people, but if we grew bored one of us would hit up the other and we'd meet and fuck around, most of the time at my place." Jealousy ran through him like a knife to his heart, and he thought about how he wished that he could fool around. Feel his arms wrap around him, feel his hands roam his body, his eyes teasing him as well as his body until finally...

"Cas? Castiel, did you hear me?" Cas got jerked out of his day dream, his brothers warm face coming back into focus. He shook his head, mumbling a no, and jerked back as Gabriel came closer. His cheeks flamed red and he almost fell in his haste to run away, run far far away until he realized he wasn't going to hit him. Gabriels eyes held so much pity that he straightened up, coming even closer to him, acting like fear and adrenaline didnt still pump through his system.

"Cas." He sighed his name, wanting to say so much but not having enough time.

"Cas." He started again, glancing around before continuing. "Stay away from him. He's a bad idea." He clasped his hand onto his shoulder, smiling a small and sad smile before turning away and walking toward his own room. Cas let out a breath he didn't realize he had been holding, the air whooshing out of his lungs. He took another deep breath before walking through the door that lead to his bed, and him. That bastard with the green eyes.