Chapter 12

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It was 6 am and and John was awake stressing.

Johns PoV:

 he said he's falling for me 

The long haired, hazel eyed, soft skinned dream of a human being was into me 

I mean fuck I know it's only been a month but the way he fucking shows he cares for me and after what he did tonight how could I not be into him

I wish he'd said this sooner 

Or was it a dream 

It is too good to be true 

Or I'm saying that cause I'm terrified of commitment 

Yeah it's the second one 

Fuck 

Fuck 

FUCK 

damn it where's the vodka


Alex's PoV: 

I fucked up 

Oh dear gods I fucked up 

And I fucked up hard 

You've known him for like a month what the fuck were you thinking brain 

I'm falling for you 

That could be the gayest shit I've said in my entire fucking life 

Yeah I'm into him my why scare him off like that. I care about him way too much to lose him

Wait he's not in bed 


Oh FUCKING JESUS MARY AND JOSEPH WHAT HAVE I DONE

Narrator:

Alex was approached by a overwhelmed  John.

Alex was even further regretting his decision but there was something else in the air, something unpredictable 

John: hey Alex 

Alex: yeah?

John gave a crooked smile and gently whispered 

"I think I'm falling for you"


Alex was surprised and at the same time shattered when his gaze went toward the bottle, his heart sunk and he almost fell to the floor in despair 

John saw this and felt guilty for causing confusion

John: no no Alex I'm sober 

Alex sighed nodding his head 

Alex: go back to bed John 

John: no you don't get it smell 

He handed Alex the bottle to sniff and Alex was pleasantly surprised the bottle smelt like apple juice 


Peggys pov:

I'm not stupid why would I let him drink 

Narrator: 

John smiled and gently stroked Alex's face

Alex: John?

John: yeah?

Alex: so you were serious?

John: yeah 

Alex: good 

He smashed his mouth onto johns, smiling against him and slowly melting into it. It felt like the greatest sense of euphoria and satisfaction that anyone had ever felt and with that time went on








Done with this shitty first fanfic unless you want me to do more of it:)

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