Original Magcon Imagines

Fulltime Crush - Shawn Mendes

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AND ALSO GET READY FOR THE FEELS. I ALMOST DIED WHILE DOING THIS. THIS IMAGINE IS A TRUE GOAL.

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This school year is finally almost over. After those 10 months being in school feels like a total nightmare every day and I’m glad that there’s only 5 more minutes left to spend this jail nightmare. I stared at the clock and waited until the long arm is pointing towards the number 4.

“Well, alright class,” my homeroom teacher said. “I hope you guys have an awesome summer. See you all next year.”

Only two months of summer. Why can’t we have 2 months of school while we can have 10 months of summer? Like seriously why can’t we just do that? I mean we go to school for about 13 years and then you have to go to college or university then if you succeeded, you need to go to work. We just don’t have that much time to enjoy our life while we’re living. We always have to work hard. I’m thinking to go homeschooled next year and the rest of school years that I have left.

At last, the bell rang. We all stood up from our seats and packed our stuff. We exited the room and went straight to our lockers. I walked towards my locker and it was again crowded. I made my way in front of my locker and packed everything that could fit in my backpack and to my shopping bag.

After a short effort, I finally got everything packed. I looked around the hallways and everyone was hugging, crying and saying their goodbyes to each other. It was really crowded that I can’t even get through to walk to the doors. While I was looking around, I finally spotted what I was looking for. I watched the boy that I’ve liked for almost 3 years just forget about me. He was laughing with his friends about something.

Seeing him laugh makes me like him even more. But I was invisible to him. He talked to me once but it’s not a conversation and that was about 2 years ago. That day was literally the best day of my life and for the rest of the week; I couldn’t help but smile when I keep seeing him down the hallway. But my smile faded and faded until it was frown when I told myself that he will never talk to me again because I’m stupid and ugly.

I know everything about him that no one else knew. He sings. He plays guitar and piano. No one knew but me and him. Once a week, after the school hours, I will always find him inside the music room singing with his heavenly voice. I will stay out inside the room, stand up against the door and listen to his voice. When he sang the song called Wanted by Hunter Hayes, I closed my eyes and imagine that it was me who he is singing to. Then I opened my eyes and realized that it wasn’t real, that it was just my imagination. That’s always a disappointment. And his full name is Shawn Peter Raul Mendes. Sadly, he doesn’t know anything about me.

I watched him after a long time. He hugged his friends and looked around the hall. His eyes locked with mine. I smiled then he turned away. I felt my heart ached. You shouldn’t have smiled at him. I thought to myself. You knew he doesn’t like you back. So stop trying. Remember, you’re invisible to him. He will never notice you.

I started walking towards the door with a frown on my face. The school was still crowded and I budged in to everyone. My heart aches even more when I have to past through him. I sighed when I finally get through him and almost to the door.

Then I felt a hand grabbed my forearm. The person dragged me and pinned me up against the wall. I looked up to see my fulltime crush pinning me up against the wall. My breathing is now heavy and not steady. My heart started to beat faster and faster. I’ve never felt this way before. His left hand was against the wall above my shoulder while his other hand is in his pocket.