John Laurens never wanted Alexander to be with Eliza, so when Alex says he will, John is determined to stop it. He's jealous and he knows it, but Alexander's too good to lose. He wants to be with him and he is not afraid to do anything at all to get him. However, where are the boundaries for acting out of love for someone and where are the boundaries for going too far? *Trigger Warnings* Henry Laurens' homophobia, mild self harm, mentions of cutting, murder, bullying, SEVERE jealousy, smut warning, heartbreak and suicide. I would just like to say that this book gets dark pretty quickly, so I'm sorry if that's not your thing.