56 parts Complete MatureOverthinking makes the voices in your head imminent and you begin to listen to them. You listen to them because they are the only thing there,the only thing telling you how it is.
So you believe what they say; believe you're not worth the good things, believe you deserve the negative things that happen to you, believe that you could have stopped a bad incident from happening and believe it was your fault
And that belief grows, it grows unto depressed thoughts and feelings and you start sinking until you become a shadow of your former self
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Alexa sees life as a gloomy abyss of darkness
Yes,she moved to a new city in a new state but it didn't change the mistake she did.
Her past which was filled with colour is a contrast to her present bleak life
The voices speak for her,her nightmares are a reminder and her attacks are her punishments
Or so... she believes
Blaze doesn't think his life is anything than his version of perfect
He has a girlfriend,he is surrounded by two friends he would do anything for and his grades are always...perfect
Until Alexa barges into his version of a perfect life and unravels the imperfections.
But she's not the only one unraveling imperfections
He sees the fear in her eyes,he feels a sense of protection over her and one question clouds his mind
Who is Alexa Magnus and what happened to her?
They'll both need help, care, confrontations from the past, patience, friendship and as they navigate through this roller coaster, they'll find discoveries that'll leave them shocked at the end.
Trigger warning: Incidents of self harm is mentioned.
Cover by @saphire_skye
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