I have loved him with all my heart, soul and everything. I am more than willing to do anything for him, even if it means sacrificing my own happiness........... Yet he wasn't able to see it, he was blind I think. I am human too, I deserved better than this that's why I made a decision, I left. I realized how much time and effort I have wasted devoting my self to someone who can't see my worth. Well, I fogot to say that there is something where he is good, no he is an expert, and it is to break my heart every single time and chance he get, but now is different, I learned to love my self first more than anyone and anything else.