Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2]

***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)***

Damn it

Todoroki

What the fuck did you do?

Why the fuck did you do this to me?

Why the fuck didn't you come back?

You knew I never meant to hurt you

I know

You know that

And yet

You haven't come back

It's been nearly a week

I can't

I can't handle this

My intentions at the start were to help you

And then part ways with you

To focus on my career

But I got attached

And now I never want you to leave

"I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching.

"I knew as soon as you got better."

My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger.

"You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore."

I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth.

You always hated when I'd push myself too much

And even after everything

No matter how hard I try

I'm still a failure

I always fail in the end

I always fall short

It's never enough

Nothing I ever do

Is enough to come out on top

It used to be easy

I was just naturally good

Comfortable at the top

And now

I'm struggling just to stay in the running

I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection.

I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest.

No wonder Aizawa confronted me

I look like hell

I feel like hell

Fuck

This is hell