TMNT Raphael x Reader

This is a...very long story about how Raphael fell in love with (you) y/n.
It's about how Raphael has mental issues and I try to go into depth about how this happened, how they meet, details and I try to make sure that the time of year is right and stuff. If not I'm sorry...I really did try. I hope you enjoy and yep.
Warning, this will have swearing, blood, booze, drugs and some parts with mention of self harm. Sex as well so please 15+ at LEAST.

Thank you so much and yeah, enjoy :)