"When life gives you lemons, make lemonade" Is a popular saying. That is meant to uplift you in times of misfortune and adversity. But for how long will I make lemonade? What will I do when I get sick of the taste of lemonade and want just orange juice or water? That is where I am now. The point where I have become sick of my misfortunes. Why did my son and I have to live a life like this? Why didn't we get an easier one like everyone else? Day after day I fight against the adversity, against the thousands of odds stacked against me. They say the hardest battles are for the strongest soldiers but I just want peace. I want comfort, love and security. That's all I want and need for me and my boy. (May 6, 2023-August 14 2023)