A novella about young love, heartbreak, loss, abuse, love substance abuse and anxiety. Stephanie is a junior in high school. Constantly looking to escape reality and the truth. With a tragic past and toxic family life, all she wants to do is disappear after she graduates high school. Until Spencer a sweet boy with a kind heart makes all the difference in her life. But Maddox her crazy ex still has his eyes set on Stephanie and doesn't plan to let go anytime soon. Will Stephanie and Spencer make it and defy the odds? Will he still accept her and all her dark secrets? ~this is my first novel. ~ ~Dedicated to the real Spencer Moore. To the time when this book wasn't a dream. ~