A Forbidden Dream | Lee Taeyong x Reader

Chapter 1:

"Tell me everything you have in mind, Taeyong... How are you feeling today?"

I heard my therapist ask me but I couldn't even look up and answer him immediately. It's been two weeks since I've been transferred into this very strict and secured prison. I've been treated well here for a good while but I don't think I'll ever be forgiven after every single thing I've done to those people.

"Everything, Mr. Suh?"
"Yes, Taeyong. You have to tell me everything."

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Everything that caused me to be like this started in the year 1995, which is basically the year I was born. My parents sold me to a man named Alejandro Diaz since the day I've been born at the hospital. I later grew up in Alejandro's household as he was basically the only parental figure I had.

But that was just the beginning.

"Taeyong!"
"Yes?"

I answered one of the maids as she walked towards me, probably about to ask me for help or something else.

"Mr. Diaz is calling you."
"Oh... Okay!"

I was only a kid, a ten-year-old when I entered the cause of my impurity. As a little boy without anything but an adoptive parent, I trusted Alex with my whole heart, considering that I would end up alone in the streets if he didn't buy me from my parents. Despite Alex being a billionaire, I never really had the proper education or a normal lifestyle for his specific reasons.

"Mr. Diaz?"
"There, you are. Come and sit with me, my Darling."

Alex said with this strong, gaudy accent as I sat beside him, clueless as to why I was suddenly called in the middle of the night. Alex was a very huge man with very tanned skin alongside his very masculine features such as a sharp jawline and his deep-set eyes. He's a wealthy businessman with very dark ways of giving and receiving money.

"Have you ever heard about the word 'love', Taeyong?"
"... Yes?"
"What does it mean, then?"
"... Caring and being dedicated for someone?"
"... Sure, that's good enough understanding."

Alex responds with a blunt expression as he later takes a sip from his glass of wine. Because of my young age, I didn't know what was going to happen to me that night. I thought Alex only called me for help but it turned out that I will be the one who will soon call for one.

I didn't know that I was going to be this scared 'til the future.

"Well, do you know the other meaning for love, my Darling?"
"... I don't?"
"Aw, my precious... You don't really have an idea what the other meaning is?"

He cooed and I only thought of this as the same type of joke that he played on me every time. But then, he started to untie his necktie and I thought that nothing was ever gonna go bad. It turns out that this isn't normal at all and it will never be fucking normal.

"Do you want to know how much I love you, my baby boy?"
"Of course, Mr. Diaz... But, what are you going to do?"

My lack of awareness was really bad, I suppose. The billionaire, who I thought as my loving father, suddenly knelt in front of me as he gave me a smile of pretentiousness and selfishness before proceeding with the start of endless memory. He stood up after as he looked down at me since I was just a small child.

"Pants off now, Taeyong."

And so I did take off my pants as he ordered, not knowing what the fuck was going to happen to me next. It felt like someone stabbed me with a blade during that time because I didn't know what he was doing and it fucking hurt me so much. After all of the forceful things he had done, I was left with droplets of blood that made their way from my thighs down to my legs.