where embry calls sister feels uncomfortable with sam watching them and she feels abandoned when her brother disappears only to reappear a whole different person,her world gets flipped not only to find she ends up the same way but also finds out her...
i was just laying on my bed watching netflix when my phone went off i'm going to find out what's with jake you coming?-jingle bells hell yeah! pick me up?-me on my way:)-jingle bells i got up and went to change out of my pajamas (because i'm lazy):
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and once i got down stairs i heard bella's truck "going to bella's be back in a bit" i yelled to my parents "be back before dinner" my mom reminded "you got it" i send her a salute and they just laugh i hop into bella's truck and we're on our way
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half way there it starts pouring and when we arrive at his house we see him walking on his front lawn-shirtless? okaayyyy? i make a mental note to add that too my list me and bella got out and approached him "jake! hey!" bella shouts as he turns around "you cut your hair off? and got a tattoo?" i question but i stare at it because that's the same one embry has all of them actually.another mental note..."bella,nova" but bella cuts him off "i thought you were too sick to come outside or pick up the phone when i call?!" "go away" he says lowly i stare at him "what?" he looks at me "go away" he says more firm this time "what happened to you? what's wro-hey!" bella grabs his arm as he starts to walk away "what happened?...did sam get to you? is that what's happening?" "sams trying to help me. don't blame him,but if you want someone to blame,how about those filthy blood suckers you both love,the cullens" he spat my eyes widen slightly how did he know?? me and bella exchange glances before i answer "i don't know what your talking about" "you both know exactly what i'm talking about you've been lying to everyone.to charlie."he looks at bella for a moment "but you can't lie to me not anymore." "jacob!" sam yells and i now notice four figures standing by the tree line sam uley,jared cameron,paul lahote,and my brother we make eye contact for a few seconds but i look away "look guys we can't be friends anymore" i freeze "your joking right? your serious?" he just looks down "look jake i know that i've been hurting you,it's killing me-it's kills me i just need-maybe give me like-some time or something" "jake please" "no" jake shakes his head "it's not you guys" i scoff "it's not us it's you right?really!?" "it's true it is me.i'm not good. i used to be a good kid..not anymore this doesn't even matter alright? this is over" "you can't break up with me" bella says and i look at her with wide eyes until she realizes what she just said "i mean-i mean your my bestfriend! you promised me" "i know i promised i wouldn't hurt you bella and this is me keeping that promise" "by shoving us away? that's a great way to do it" i say trying to control my anger that came out of nowhere he looks at me "go home...and don't come back. or your gonna get hurt." bella turns and goes back to the truck heartbroken and it's just me and him standing there staring at each other "so that's it right? no more talking,texting,hanging out? it's all over right?" he was silent for a moment "right" i laugh humorlessly "so after everything?! i'm your best friend i count you as a brother and your leaving?" "look nova you just don't understand what's happening in this world and you already know that but there's other things" "like what?" he shakes his head and goes to leave he gets a few feet before i shout for him "you know what jacob!?"he stops walking because i've never used his full name before "fuck you and fuck my brother! because your leaving just like him! just like the rest!" he turns around but i'm already half way to the truck
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i get home and i see my parents talking in the kitchen but look up at the sound of me walking in "honey your soaked i thought you went over to bella's?" my mom asked i scoff "yeah i did we went to jakes house,he was there along with sam,jared,and paul OH and lets not forget the most important person my fucking brother" my parents both sigh "nova" my dad starts but i cut him off "no dad! don't 'nova' me there's something going on about that group and i know you know what's going on,so does billy and so does harry and everyone else because you may think i don't notice the little things but i do like how you guys get tense when i mention embry or sam or anything involving them or the weird glances between harry and billy like they know something because they do!" i shout the last part before calming down "i just want to know what's happening.what's happening to him" my eyes start to water but i didn't cry "i just want my brother back" i whisper before running up to my bedroom not knowing the whole pack just heard everything,having followed me home
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it was later in the evening when i got a text from paul how you holding up? i didn't hear anything but it seemed rough and jake seemed upset-paul i'm sorry are you sure you should be talking to me right now?-me yeah why-paul because you guys make it pretty clear you want nothing to do with us-me i know and i'm sorry-paul 'you know'? and 'your sorry'? that doesn't change anything though does it?!-me look everything is gonna make sense in time just wait-paul wait for what!?-me like i said you'll find out-paul i groan and rub my temples i put my phone on the charger and go to bed
a/n: oouuhhhh all that pent up anger and hiding her emotions are finally catching up to herrr
