his goofy grin

bike incident🐺

novas pov:

remember when i said my brother would always be there for me? well that was apparently a fucking lie,a few days after we went to jakes house with the motor bikes embry has been different. anger issues,he eats about two trucks worth of food,and he's always in bed making sounds of pain and every time i try to go check on him my parents always stop me and say it's mono,mono my ass i know they're hiding something but they won't tell me and every time i try to bring it up they just shut it down,and it's like i can never talk to paul because he always claims he's tired or busy,the only people i have are bella,jake,and quil and bella and jake are usually fixing the bikes.i sometimes go and just talk with them but it's mostly me and quil.we've grown closer,not like dating closer but closer closer if that makes sense,but what finally drew the line with me and embry is one time we were in a heated argument and he started shaking really bad and he stormed out of the house and into the woods and i haven't seen him in weeks until one day he showed up in school completely different 

!flashback! 

i was walking down the halls in school along side jacob and quil "so your saying that they are saying he has 'mono'?" jake asks

 "sounds like a bullshit answer to me" quil scoffs

 "exactly my parents seem to even know what going on but they won't let me get even an inch near hi-" my sentence was cut off by a series of gasps and whispers i look at the boys to see their eyes wide and jaws unhinged focusing on something behind me. i scrunch and eyebrows together in confusion and turn to see what the hell is going on.WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!? my brother cut-i repeat cut his hair and has a tattoo, a fucking tattoo and he looks like he took mega steroids and grew 6 inches and is now strutting down the hallway with paul and jared? but what hurts is paul didn't have time for me but he had time to fuck with my brother? 

"what the hell?" jacob whispered both boys turned to me but all my face showed was confusion and hurt.quil started rubbing my back sympathetically and jacob pat my shoulder and in that very moment i knew i had no family left so i did what i do best i pushed my emotions down,straightened my back,fixed my shoulders,and made my face emotionless and i walked to my next class with the boys following me which happened to be the class where i had to walk pass my brother and once i got to him he grabbed my arm lightly and looked at me 

"hey" he said

  'OH HELL NO' 

i gave him my 'special glare' a glare you do not want to receive and he knows i only bring it out when needed. he flinched back slightly and let go of my arm i continued walking and purposely hit him with my shoulder hard. ignoring the pain in my shoulder after doing so,and just kept walking to the classroom,jacob and quil still by my side while also sending death glares at the trio 

!end of flashback! 

it's been a few days since then,i don't even spare glances at my brother like he doesn't exist.he did it too me so i'm returning the favor, karma's a bitch but anyway jake finally fixed the bikes and we were going to take them for a test drive so that's where we are now in bella's truck, jake and bella were in the front while i was sitting in the back 

'what was wrong with me and embry? i thought we were fine i thought we were okay,if anything i thought we were closer the night i cried,but i guess i did something wrong? god what was wrong with me what did i do?' 

my thoughts were cut by bella 

"is that sam uley?" my head snapped up 

"yeah him and his cult" jacob spits i give him a look and he shuts up,he knows i don't like it when he calls them that because of my brother i look back over to see them,who i think is my idiotic brother pushing jared off the cliff, bella also sees this