his goofy grin

just like them🐺

nova pov:

i was sitting at lunch with the boys and i can also feel quil drilling holes into my head but i ignore them...kinda, i was staring into space when my phone started ringing,making me jump and i would have fallen off my chair if jared hadn't caught my arm "thank you" i can hear them all snickering i send them a glare and look at my phone
jingle-bells
i smile
'what's up bella'
all the boys groan
'hey i was just calling to tell you-" she gets cut off by what seems like jessica saying "yeah if i wanna get diplomas thrown at my head!" i laugh
'-if you wanted to hang later?'
'oouuhhh i see what this is,your awkward side is coming out and your uncomfortable aren't you?'
'bingo' she slightly laughs and so do i
'tell jess her speech better change lives and for the better not make everyone chatty cathy like her' all the boys laugh "quit ease dropping on my convo" i throw my crumpled napkin at paul
'i've decided to throw a party!'
'god no! alice no more parties pleaseeeee' i joke
and i can basically hear her roll her eyes and i heard edward laugh
'what are you laughing at edwardo?' i smirk i may have a long list of nick names i call him now,i head him groan through the line
'hey you should come to the party'
i grimace
'can i bring someone i actually like and is not...not dead' i say the last part a little lower
'yeah that's fine but hey lunch is about to end so i'll talk to you later'
'alright bye bells'
i look at my brother "no. no no no i'm not going over there you choose someone else" i give him puppy dog eyes,pout my lip a little,and make my eyes water knowing it will get him,because it gets everyone and i swear i heard an 'aweeeee' come from jared.he bites his lip and looks at me "ughhh fine! i hate when you give me that look" i grin 'perfect' i look over to paul and wiggle my brows he just laughs and shakes his head

*****

i get home and go upstairs to take a shower. well i was planning that before i got another heat wave and started sweating like crazy and my muscles and bones were hurting like hell so i walked (more like hobbled) to my bed and layed down hoping this will go away like it does and at some point the aching became too much i blacked out.

i woke up to my phone ringing i grunt and pick it up
alice
'hello?'
'hey how you holding up?'
'everything's sore and i'm sweating like crazy i just woke up and it's-HOLY SHIT i slept for more then half the day!'
she hesitates before answering
'do you know what's happening?'
i squint my eyes
'...no but at the tone of your voice you do. alice what's happening to me?'
'i can't see your future'
'what?' i squeak out
'yeah but i think i know the reason for that'
'what reason?'
'oooohhhh you'll find out very soon'
'what do you mean?'
she sighs
'i have to go'
and she hangs up "uugghhhhhh" i throw my head back
i feel my head and it's warm like really war-i feeze. 'no. no no no not possible.not gonna happen.' i thought and panicked but that just seemed to make it worse. i-i cannot be like one of those...those 'creatures'
"honey we're home!" my dad yells "alright you don't have to announce it to the world!" i snap "are you alright? did something happen at school?" my mom asks worriedly i roll my eyes and get out of bed and stomp to the living room where they are "yes! i'm fine and no nothing happened at school. not like it's any of your business anyway" i spat "hey don't talk to your mother like that" my dad scolds me "i'll talk to her how i want she's my mother not yours get out of this conversation it doesn't include you" i can feel myself start to shake "and she's my wife and your my kid apologize young lady" "for what?! saying she's my mom last time i checked i was just making a statement!" my shaking escalated and now my parents notice "honey go outside and cool down" my mom says calmly which only makes it worse i grunt and grab my phone and run out side i made it to the woods and my body feels like i'm on fire and i'm still shaking *crack* i scream in pain i grab my phone and managed to call sam because embry gave me everyone's number in case
'hello?'
'sam' i say my voice strained and i'm panting heavily
'what's wrong are you alright nova?!'
i can hear the kitchen go silent so that means he's probably at emily's
'no!....no i'm not ok come to the woods near my house' and i hung up i can feel more bones crack and i drop to the ground screaming with my whole body on fire i arch my back and dig my nails into the ground i heard shaking in the bushes then see the wolves and they go behind trees to change "you need to breathe nova it will be alright" "shut up embry it's not-" i get cut off by my own scream "you need to trigger it she's not that mad" jake says next thing i feel is a blow too my face and my shaking gets worse along with the pain "dude!" i can hear paul yell and that's the last thing i heard before i let out one big final scream.

a/n: yay she finally did it!!! woop woop