i hear the doorbell ring, sam instantly wakes up. i look at sam confused. "it is probably the amazon guy, i got you something."
i smile, and watch sam go downstairs shirtless, with his boxers on.
sam took long, longer than it should've taken.
i decided to get up, and go see what he was doing downstairs.
"what did you get-"
i cut off my own sentence. it was not a amazon guy, it was a police officer. he stood with my parents next to him, and behind him were probably sam's parents.
i look around panicking. i hear my dad say, "oh my. lexy go grab your stuff. fast. let's go." he was angry.
i go upstairs, i hear sam yell my name.
the officer says "you. stay here."
tears run down my face as i pack and change fast. i make sure to take the hoodie sam bought. and i had the necklace on.
i take my bags and scurry to the door. sam moves out of the way and tries to grab my arm, i turn around and look him in the eyes.
his eyes worried, panicked, and concerned. i saw right through him.
"don't grab her." said the officer sternly.
sam let go slowly, and kept contact with me.
i walked towards my parents and they lead me to the car.
"thank you officer." my mom says in the fakest voice.
we all got into my moms range rover- and drove away.
i watched sam at the door, he was staring at our car. paying no attention to his parents who were making angry hand gestures at him, obviously yelling.
i start getting yelled at, we are now away.
"what the hell were you thinking leaving camp with some boy!?!" my dad says angry. furious.
i stay quiet.
"what were you doing with him in your garments?!" asked my mom.
i stay quiet.
i hear them mumbling under their breath. furious with me, cussing. "give me your phone." my mom snatches my phone from me.
~ i stair out my window, the same mountains sam and i drove through yesterday. the memories of us meeting, to yesterday play in my mind. i shed tears quietly. they fall onto my finger and i wipe them away quick.
i replay sam's look. his eyes were so hurt when i left.
3 days later.
i have not had my phone, computer, or any device in 3 days. my parents said they are deciding on my punishment.
i laid down on the couch in our living room, like i did these 3 days straight binge watching movies.
my parents come down the stairs.
i hope to be getting my phone back right now, so i can text sam.
"there are going to be big changes." said my parents as they sat on the love seat together.
i look at them, and motion for them to proceed.
"first, no phone for 5 months-"
"this is ridiculous."
"would you have rather been sent to a camp for troubled teens?"
"i am not troubled mom dad-"
"you were having sex. 15 year olds should not have sex. you need a detox from boys, and life."
"what do you-"
"you will be doing online school this year. we have already transferred you."
i go up to my room, and cry. this is unbelievable.
a week later
our neighbors are coming over for dinner tonight. i put on my fake act. the i'm happy act. the i'm not a unsocial, unmotivated teenager act.
after they took away my phone, i haven't been able to speak to anyone. not get into touch with anyone. kelsey has tried to come over, but they just say i am not here.
i start online school in a week, and i am going to dread it more than ever.
i still have the necklace sam gave me on, my parents haven't noticed. i also wear the hoodie to make me feel like he is there. it reminded me of him.
i am going crazy, i have watched every movie known to man. maybe i'll just draw.
i had the most boring birthday ever. mine was july 29th. just celebrated with my parents. i got lots of gifts though.
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i practiced my drawing everyday, and i have gotten decent.
i drew a picture of sam and i.
i miss his touch, his smell, his personality, i miss sam.
i sit in my bedroom in sweatpants and sweatshirts, wishing i could do something, anything just to see sam.
i started online school yesterday. it is very easy. i do my lessons for the day and log off. i usually finish my like 10 am every weekday.
i got tired of drawing, so i tried sewing with my moms sewing machine. i also tried knitting.
i have straight A's. high A's. i had nothing to care about anymore, that was the only thing i could focus on.
i wonder what sam was doing. probably at school like a normal person, lacrosse season is starting soon in september.
it hurt for me to think about sam with another girl. those dark thoughts always creeped in my mind. i tried to not over think. he gave me this necklace because i meant something to him.
i'll get my phone back in 4 months, and talk to him again. like normal. everything will be like normal. him and i, me and him. we can make it through this.
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