Duke Depp and reader

Depressing but lowkey good pt2

*one week later*
You're at Dukes, which makes you happy but you still don't feel great because you still haven't seen or heard from your dad since him and your mum had the argument. You sit on the sofa and you can't stop thinking of what your mum said to your dad in the argument. Duke breaks the silence by asking "Do you want a can of coke?" He brings you back from that thought but he knows you still aren't okay. "Y/n, are you okay?" He asks you. You don't know why but you end up shouting at him "Obviously I'm not okay Duke! Did you completely forget that my mum kicked my dad out and I haven't heard from him since? Did you not realise that I've not been talking much the past week because I can't get the thought of mum screaming at my dad out of my head. Obviously you didn't notice, you don't care about me, you're no different to everyone else. You just worry about your own little life but no one even considers how I feel!". Duke sighs and then says, while raising his voice "Well I do care y/n, I care about you and if you don't like that then tough because I will never stop caring about you y/n, I love you" you start tearing up because you didn't expect Duke to shout back at you and you say "Duke, I wish I could say it back but I can't even love myself so how can I love someone else? How do I know that you actually care? As far as I know, no one likes me, no one cares about me, I barely see my dad and I have nothing in common with my mum, I hardly get on with my parents so why should you love me Duke?" You see that Duke has now got tears in his eyes as he says, calmly "y/n, I didn't know you felt like that. Listen you're amazing in every way, the list of all the things I love about you is to long to say it all. You're actually perfect y/n and if you don't want to believe me then that's on you, but trust me when I say this, not everyone hates you. It may not seem like it but your parents love you, your friends love you, your family loves you, I love you. Please just have a drink of water and calm down. We could watch a film or cuddle in my bed or on the sofa. I'm happy to leave you alone for a bit." You hate to see Duke sad so you say "I'm sorry for shouting Duke, I honestly didn't mean to snap. And I do love you but it's just a bit much at the moment. Right now I just want to be alone all the time, but alone with you, nothing hurts when I'm with you." You smile at Duke and he opens his arms for you to hug him. You both lie on his sofa and he wraps his arms around you and he doesn't let go. 

Duke puts some quiet music on in the background while he strokes your cheek. You drift off to sleep, while resting your head on Dukes chest.

You wake up but notice that Duke not there so you sit up to look for him. You see him at his laptop but he turns around and says "oh hey, y/n. I didn't want to wake you so I thought I'd got on with some work stuff, I'll stop in a second I just need to send one message though." Duke turns around and starts typing. "It's fine, you can carry on working and I can just go home if you want." You say to him but he says you should stay because he'll be done soon.

"So, you wanna go to Starbucks or something?" Duke asks you. "Yeah we can go if you want." you say back to him. He looks down at his phone and then looks up and says to you "it's fine if you don't want to but Larri has asked if we wanna hang out with him, you don't have to though.". You smile and say back to Duke "yeah that'll be good to get my mind off of things." Duke smiles at you and looks back down at his phone to tell Larray that you'll be at his soon. You both get ready and then get in Dukes car and he drives to Starbucks and you both get a drink.