Why □Tododeku □

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No one's POV:

"U WANT ME TO BELIEVE THAT BULL SHIT!" Midoriya's father shouted at him. It was three in the morning. Midoriya got up to get a glass of water and met his dad in the kitchen. Forgetting that his son was home, his father started beating the shit out of him. In his eyes Midoriya was skipping school, and is using the house as a hide out. The beating continued for an hour as to not wake the neighbors he stopped. But resorted to strangling Midoriya. "I'm...te...telling.. the..truth" Midoriya was only able to let out a few words. "So y didn't school call, or maybe they didn't call, because they dont want a WORTHLESS FUCK LIKE U IN THEIR SCHOOL" Midoriya's father released him and pushed him hard on the floor. Midoriya had gotten many beatings like this at such and early time in the morning for the pass two months, but this morning was the worst. It was now 4:30 and his father had to leave for work at 5:00.

~Time skip~

Midoriya's POV:

After hearing the front door slam shut as my father left. I was free to let my emotions spill out. I curled into a ball on the floor of the kitchen. I cried my eyes out for so long that I got a headache but that didn't stop me. I got enough strength to make it to my bathroom. Once I was in side I looked around for little box. This small box meant so much to me it got me through so many ruff times. I started going to it a lot after my mom died. My box was named 'Mitty', it was named after my first and last pet. It was a black and white cat. I forgot to feed it one day and  she jumped on the table and stole my dad's fish. My dad got so mad he took the cat and..... killed it. I loved Mitty so much, I named the box that so i would never forget her. Inside the box hsf many different blades and small knives. I had thirty old blades with blood and rust and five that I used and two brand new ones. Six old knives that was rusted and bloody and two new ones. In the box was also a piece of paper on top was written 'in case u forgot' and below was a list of reasons I should just kill myself or why people hate me. After memorizing almost all I didn't need the paper. Buy I kept it incase my father beats me to the point of memory lost or I'm too drunk and wasted to remember. I took one of the blades and placed in one my arm. I sat there for a minute thinking about where I should start. "WAW, I can't even think!" I just started crying and cutting my hand like crazy. It hurt but I couldn't be bothered when my arm was all covered in blood and switched to the other arm. I had over fifty new cuts on each arm. I watched my new cuts bleed as the sounds of screaming playing in my head. It was screaming from all different people. My mom before she died, multiple copies of my dad, my teachers when my grades slipped a little, Bakugo... I was stopped by my mentally torment by the sound of my phone ringing.

Todoroki....

(M- Midoriya T-Todoroki)

M- "Hello?"
T- "Hey Midoriya, u okay?"
M- "Yes, I'm okay"
T- "U sure? U dont sound okay?"
T- "Midoriya?"
T- "Hey, u there!?"
M- "Todoroki I have to go"
T- "Midoriya! Wait-"

Call ended

Midoriya's POV:

I couldn't bring myself to talk to Todoroki any longer. The tone in his voice scared me. It reminded me of my dad would sound after beating me. Making sure I was alive and learned my 'lesson'. I was having trouble breathing but I couldn't leave the house. I cleaned my arms and took a shower. I went back into my room to take a nap I was so tired from crying and so weak from losing all that blood. My phone was going off like crazy with messages from people wanted to hang out and Todoroki, wanting to know if I was okay. I laid on my bed and fell asleep.

I woke up in my dream to see my mother and father. I felt more like a vision. I realized it was in a  different world and my parents looked younger. I watched for a while but I didn't see a younger me. After walking around  I realized this was a world, where I was never born. My parents are happy and was laughing. I've never seen my parents like that when mom was alive. In this world my parents got to do things they always wanted to do and was madly in love. They never argued and was always laughing and smiling with each other. My dad told  me once during one if his 'lessons' him and mom was happy once. But things changed after I was born. All the problems started from the day I was born.

I woke up in a cold sweat. Crying and pulling at my hair. I needed to do something anything to get my mind of this. When I couldn't think of anything I  justed cried more.

Ringing... ringing...

T- "Hello!?"
T- "Midoriya are u there!?"
M- "Todoroki.. I need u"
T- "I'm here, want to meet up?"
M- "*sniff* y..ye..yes"
T- "let's meet at the park, is that okay?"
M- "yh"
T- "Okay see u soon"

Call ended

~Time skip~

Todoroki's POV:

It's been two months since I last heard from Midoriya. Last time I saw him was when we left school. Even though i didn't see him my feelings never changed. I called earlier but he sounded so weak. Now he calls me crying saying that, he needed me? I got to the park first and sat at the bench. I hope Midoriya knows to come here. The park it's big, but big enough to lose someone. "Todoroki?" a small voice called. I looked up to see Midoriya a few feet away. When he realized it was me he ran up hugging me like he would never see me again and cried into my shirt. I tried calming him down but nothing seemed to help he just cried more mumbling something to me. I pulled him away holding his face so he would look at me.

T- "What happened?"
M- "...."
T- "Midoriya?"
M- "...."
T- "Midoriya, answer me"
M- "I'm sorryyyy"
T- "What's wrong"
M- "Nothing.."
T- "People dont cry for no reason"
M- "I um... WAIT WHAT TIME IS IT!?"
T- "It's 4:30.. why?"
M- "OH NO, HE'S GOING TO KILL ME"
T- "Midoriya calm down what's wrong"
M- "I.. I.. I gtg"

Midoriya ran off. I tried following him but he was too fast and kept changing directions like he knew I was following him. "SHIT! I lost him"

Midoriya's POV:

'He's going to kill me, AM DEAD I'M SO DEAD' I ran all the way home hoping I got there before my dad. Once I got inside I closed the door quietly and catch my breath. I didn't know of he was home are not. I turn around to sneak to my room.

*SLAP*

"WHERE THE FUCK HAVE U BEEN!"