Why □Tododeku □

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Midoriya's POV:

*BEEP BEEP*

I slammed by alarm with my hand.
'SHIT, FUCKING PERFECT' if u didn't realize I broke my alarm clock. I was fine till I looked at the broken thing, I remember something. It was my mother's alarm clock. The only thing other than a photo that I had left of her. "NO NO NO" I screamed. It was four in the morning and I'm already crying and screaming. I just held the broken peices of the clock and cried. I remember when my mom first got the clock. I didn't like the stupid thing, but it was the only thing small enough that I was allowed to take with me. My dad didn't let me take anything else, he didn't like the clock. So he was happy to get rid of it. I just sat there tears pouring, time seemed to have stopped, ever since the clock did. I started coughing from all my crying and I was getting light headed. I rub my neck and I felt my chain around my neck. It was silver, mom gave it to me, I never took it off. But I did today. I took of the chain and place the hour hand on it. They looked nice together. And put the chain back on and put the part of the clock in a box and put it under my bed. Still softly crying I walked to the bathroom kick my foot on the door frame, "SON OF BITCH.." oh wait that's me, that's what my dad always said. I laughed before falling to my knees. I give up, I can't do this anymore, I need.. i need a way out of all this. I was cut off from thoughts when I smelled something. A sent that always calmed me down. I pick up my box from under the sink and took a my last bottle of alcohol. And a small box of weed I had. Yes I do drugs get over urself.

I rolled up blut lit it. Making sure I had a sent blocker I started smoking. Smoking alone wasn't help so I started drink to. I stopped crying and was now alone smiling at my dancing toothbrush.

'I just came here to the party for the drugs'
'Drugs?'
'Drugs'
'Drugs?'
'Drugs, I'm not trying to make a friend or fall in love'

I was singing a song I heard, but my words was all mixed up and I sounded like a five year old on a sugar rush. "SUGAR!" I yelled. I got to my feet almost falling. "I wAnT sUgAr!" I changed my clothes and sprayed with air freshener to be safe. I splashed some water around on my mouth. I was drunk and high not stupid. I grabbed some money and stumbled down the hall into the common room. Everyone was downstairs. I tried my best to walk past everyone but my drunk self slipped. "Oh Hey Midoriya" said someone idk who it was. I just gave them a half head nood and stumbled to the door. Two persons rushed to me. "OMG are u okay!?" one of them sounded worried. I pushed myself off them saying I was fine. I tried to go to the door but slipped on some slippery air and feel. Someone picked me up and brought me to the chair.

Kaminari's POV:

Sero and I ran over to help Midoriya, he was out of it. He was a stumbling mess, saying something about he needed sugar. "Are u okay Midoriya?" Mina asked, Midoriya shook his head saying he needed sugar. It more sounded like 'I.. me.. neEd.. SuGaR!' Sato being the sweet man as he is. Gave Midoriya a chocolate, Midoriya said thx u and ate the whole thing in less than two minutes. "U okay now buddy?" I asked him, he was sweating all over the place.  "Want some water?" Uaraka asked. He said yes and she ran off the get him water. After drinking it I sat up holding his head. "How do feel Midoriya" Ida questioned him for a while, Midoriya just gave yes or no answers. He said he woke up feeling light headed and sick. That it might have been something he ate. Todoroki was clearly upset by his last statement. Midoriya was fine until he just shot up standing, "I think I'm going to be sick!" he covered his mouth holding onto his stomach running to his room. Todoroki followed him to make sure he was okay. Soon sounds of Midoriya throwing up could be heard all around the building. I hope he's okay.

Todoroki's POV:

My blood boiled hearing Midoriya lie about eating. When he looked like he was going to be sick I followed him. While he was in his bathroom I sat on his bed waiting. After five minutes he came stumbling out of the bathroom only to go running back inside. He spent another five minutes but he didn't come back out right away. I could hear heavy breath from inside the bathroom then a loud crash. "Owch" was the only sound that came from the bathroom. "TODOROKI HELP!", I got up as fast as I could and ran into the bathroom. Midoriya was on the floor holding his head. "Help me.. please" he showed me his hand it had blood on it, his head was bleeding. I got the first aid kit after he pointed out where it was and cleaned up his head. He was crying a little from the pain. What is wrong with him, this is very strange behavior from him. I stood but he remained on the floor. He looked to be having a hard time getting up. Without think I just picked him up, but he was so skinny and light, why was he so thin. I walked over to his bed and placed him down. He was just staring at the ceiling with a blank face, shit he almost looked like me. "R u okay?" I asked breaking the silence. He didn't answer. "Midoriya?" no answer. He just patted the space next to him. When I took a seat he sat on the bed and grabbed on to me. He was hugging me so tight, a small sound of pain escape my mouth. He let go saying sorry. I tried to reassure him that I was okay by put my hand on his shoulder but he moved avoiding my touch. "Midori...","Todoroki.. we.. we r friends right?" he asked turning to face me. It took me by surprise. When I didn't answer he looked away. There was a silence that came, one that made the tension in the room noticeable. Small cries came from the him. He got up and opened the door to his room, "Get out", "What?", "Get out I want to be alone right now." He never met my eyes. "No, I'm not leaving u alone anymore" I said stretching out my arms. With teary eyes he ran to me hugging me like there was no tomorrow. He was mumbling something under his breath I just rubbed his back and told him sweet nothing. He finally calmed down and was just stood there hugging.

Midoriya's POV:

It's only until I was hugging Todoroki I realized something. I had a crush on him. But him and Momo was getting really close. I don't want to come in a mess things up.

'Ur right, he doesn't like u, who would want a damaged toy like u'

'I mean look at u, who would want u'

I pushed Todoroki away and walked over to my bed and laid down facing the wall. I heard a sigh, hopefully he would leave me alone. But nope. He calmed in bed cuddling me form behind. I turned to face him before I could protest he kissed my forehead. I blushed and just turned away.
"Good night Todoroki", "Good night Midoriya"