Why □Tododeku □

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Midoriya's POV:

'Sometimes laughing at my problems, is only way I can get a bit of joy, laughing at anything always makes me feel better.'

After cleaning and wrapping my hands I spent the whole night sitting on my bathroom floor crying. Literally the sun started rising and I could see the light through my window. I cried for so long that I was num. At six in the morning on a Friday, I was sitting on the floor of white bathroom, with a smile on my face. I cried so long that it seems the only color my eyes know are red, and my eyes are forever puffy and skin stained with tears.

~time skip~

I was walking down the halls surround by people but I felt so alone. I walked slowly, swaying as I was weak from all the crying. I was about to fall when I was caught by a girl. "OMG, are u okay!?" she asked, she looked like she say a ghost. Considering I was so pale, I must have looked dead to her. I stood up and thank her telling her I was okay and forever grateful. Some of my class mates saw what happened as a stood by the door. "Midoriya, u look terrible" on said as they check my temperature with the back of there hand. A brushed it away saying I was okay with a smile. Honestly I walk around all the time in the shadows, I almost fall and I'm everyone's top priority all of a sudden. I walk in to class still swaying around as I made my way to my seat.

Jiro's POV:

Lately a lot of us in class 1-A have been every worried about Midoriya. He's was acting weird, got better, and then something ticked him off yesterday, he's back at square one. Bakugo took Midoriya state this morning as a good time to mess with him. They used to be best friends,what happened? "Hey nerd, u look like u got hit by a truck" he asked laughing at the end. What's his problem, more importantly why does Midoriya look like he's on the edge of crying. He recently started answering bakugo comments, why not this time. "What do u want kacchan?" Midoriya asked turning around. Midoriya sits at the back of the class, so when he turned everyone could see him. His hair was messier than normal, he clothes was a mess, and his face. He looked like he would just bust out crying any second. His eyes were red, had he been crying all night or something? "Oh nothing, Hey speaking of trucks isn't that how ur mother died?" Bakugo's words hit everyone, not as much as it hit Midoriya, he couldn't even answer. "UK u should go meet her, ur useless here anyway". Everyone desperately wanted Bakugo shut up. Midoriya smiled, "I was thinking the same thing", his words shocked everyone, even Bakugo was speechless. Midoriya sat in his seat and looked out the window, with a happy smile on his face. The rest of us just stared at him. "Okay everyone, as always do whatever u want, I'll be sleeping" said Mr. Azzawi as he walked in the class. Honestly everyone want to run up and hug Midoriya but we just stayed seated looking at him. No one wants to disturb how peacefully he looks.

Todoroki's POV:

'Sometimes u push away the ones u love in fear that they may never love u back'

I think I'm the reason for Midoriya sudden change again. I started hanging out with Momo, when he got better but I think he's jealous? That sounds weird thinking about! I mean it's not like miss me, he hated having me around. So no it's not my fault, whatever is his problem I have no part to play in, HECK I DONT CARE ABOUT HIM ANYMORE.
'Why the fuck u lieing, y u always lieing, why the fuck u lieing, oui omg stop the fucking lieing.' I wasn't paying attention to where I was walking and bumped into someone. They seemed to have fallen over really hard, when I looked down I saw Midoriya. "Are u okay Midoriya!?" I helped him up he nodded his head yes. The hall was empty, he looked up at me. His puffy and red eyes, his pale skin, his dull face. "Are u okay?" knowing him he would just say his okay and run off, I was hoping he would do that because I was turning red. "No" no?? I was surprised, it was the first time he honestly said how he felt. His teary eyes left my gases, as he started walking away.
"Midoriya wait"
"Good bye, Todoroki"
He walked away. I wanted to run after him, so why the hell am I stuck in one place. Move legs, work please. After regaining mobility, I followed Midoriya. I was a good distance behind him so he didn't noticed me. He went to the store in the gas station, he changed his shirt and went inside. He bought some medical supplies, snacks, some razors and alcohol. Wait Midoriya drinks alcohol!? He left the store and walked into a back road and met this guy they talked for a bit exchanged something and then left. Once we where close to the school he changed back into his school shirt and walked onto the compound. I have a very bad feeling about all of this. He went to his dorm and stayed there for the rest of the day. Should I go check up on him? I would leave him alone for a bit and then check on him later. Everyone except Midoriya was in the common room watching a movie. "Hey Todoroki, Midoriya calling u he's in his room" Mina said walking into to room. I nodded and head to his room.

*knock knock*

"Who is it?" He sounds so tired, y not rest y call me? "It's me Todoroki" I responded still questioning y I was called here. "Oh? Come in?", he sounds confused, wait! did Mina lie?

~In the common room~

"Why did Midoriya need Todoroki?"asked Uaraka. "Oh he didn't" said a smiling pink girl. "What!?" ask Sero. "Midoriya got really sad when him and Todoroki stopped hanging out soooooooo..." she began saying. "U too the opportunity that Midoriya wasn't here to send Todoroki to his room!?" asked Ojiro. "Yh, great plan right!" responded Mina. "NO!" Shouted everyone, "There must be a reasonfor our class mates to have stopped communicating with one another" stated Ida. "I think it's a good idea, they just need a lil push in the right direction, good job Mina" Kirishima said giving Mina a thumbs up. "Hmm, agreed, doh we should stay out of our class mates business" Ida said give a thumbs up. Slowly the whole class gave thumbs up and continued the movie.

'I hope my plan works' Mina thought as she sat with the others

~Back to Midoriya's dorm~

"Did u need something?"