Reborn as a Stranger

Happy New Year

Hi friends,

Hope you're all fine and healthy. This author who rarely leaves her four wall's safety is fine too. Though life won't play easy with anyone and I'm not an exception. Yet, i do have some happy moments to remember in this year.

A lot had happened in 2020 and we don't know what the future have in store for us. Let the future unfold itself and live a life that we don't regret. Do what you like, never be a puppet for someone else.

I also wish that Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo will have a more peaceful and happy life. They're humans like us and they do want their own life without the invisible chains that comes with stardom. Hope they can do whatever they wish to do and live happily.

Us fans can only wish them and stay by their side no matter whatever happens. Don't hate a human unnecessarily and please don't judge others without knowing anything about them.

The past year had been really a hard test for both of them. They became scapegoat for others entertainment without doing anything hateful. Is that a crime to be a good person? Is it a crime that they're loved by people? Is it a crime that they do what they likes to do? A big NO is the only answer i can think of.

If we can do anything then why shouldn't it's the same for them? Is stardom means making others satisfy by hiding their wishes and living like a perfect man in everyones eyes?

Hope everyone will be more mature and let their idols have their own life and happiness. Us fan fiction writers never intends to put their life in a difficult position or never intends any harm.

We write about them only because they left a deep impression in us and we can imagine so many scenarios with them as the protagonists. We're only inspired by them to make them, no, only borrowing their names as our characters. All that comes after that only an imagination of the writer.

I too only started to write because i like them. I never been a fan of anyone like this before. Yes, i am a fan of kpop artists and actors. But none of them could make me a fan like this.

Watching The Untamed made me search about Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo. And i found a lot about them. They're versatile, gentle, kind, childlike.... Haaa... I can go on more...

Because of this craziness i started to read fan fictions about them, opened an Instagram account only to know more about them, started to comment on YouTube videos from various channels like Wetv, cctv etc. only to show them i too support both of them.

I could find more fans from my region on 20th December, 2020, the day the Tencent Star Awards conducted. I was watching the live video, gratefully someone streamed. The live chat was on and i found more people from my region. We became friends, exchanged insta accounts only to form a new group to talk about Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo.

An introvert person like me could also be a part of new friends group because of them and I'm thankful for that. I will stay forever as a loyal fan for them. With this crazy fan girling of mine, i can only list the gain and not a single lose. Like Xiao Zhan said, i only spends my time on them when i'm free.

I don't wish to be a star chaser forgetting my own life. If i do that, then that means i don't loyal enough to consider the single request he made for our own benefit.

He once said about a fan letter he got. In that the girl said 'she's a fan and she loves him very much. But she knows what she wants in her life. She met her better half and married. They're living happily', written in the letter. Xiao Zhan remembered the letter and he expressed how happy he was for that girl. He wants the best for everyone.

Wang Yibo too only a human who experienced a lot in his 23 years of life. Despite being young he knows what he wants and what should he do for that. He knows how the world works. Nothing is free and nobody is perfect.

Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan grew up facing the obstacles thrown at them. The entertainment industry never been a fair place. Still they strive to do best in whatever they have to do. Because of that the love and support they gets from their fans only increased. Now they're not only a Chinese artist but they're renowned world wide.

We fans can never be able to speak about them in a simple sentence. Most of you may know more than me. So i think i should stop for now.

I am not blaming anyone with this. It's only what i think. If i offend anyone with this, that's not my fault.
My initial intention for writing this to wish everyone a Happy New Year. Nonetheless it's gone beyond just a new year wish.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL❤

Let's work hard to have a better life.

Be the better version of yourself and let the past stay in past.

Stay safe and healthy

Yizhan quota for the year... 😉