Reborn as a Stranger

Chapter 14

Yibo's Pov

Did you ever feel so happy but at the same time heart breaking agony?

That's what i feel now. I was very happy when i met Wei ying in this lifetime. But fate had plans for us. We never thought the first meeting after a long time would be like this. All battered and bloodied. On the verge of life or death. He gave us quiet a fright. We thought we will lose him again.

We really tried our hard to get him back to life. We did use our own means though that he doesn't have to know for now. He is yet to be ready for more.

He is nothing like his past self. Wei ying i know was full of energy and mischief. Always curious and a troublemaker. But never one to be corrupted and never one to stray away from his belief in truth. Confident. Talented and skilled. Most of all a kind soul and selfless.

His current self is also a kind and gentle personality. However a quiet one. Always scared that he will say anything wrong or do any mistakes. Insecure, self deprecating.

He changed a lot since he came here. I know the old Wei ying is somewhere in there in him. No matter how he is, he is still my Wei ying. My love, my soulmate. Nothing can ever change that.

Will he ever remember me? Since we know that he is in a relationship (which we didn't foresee), how can i tell him about us? From what i could understood, he doesn't love that guy and that's a relief for me. As nasty as it may sounds, i can't lie that it didn't make me happy.

However what made my heart break was he said he doesn't want to break up with him. He said he promised him. I know he is loyal. Though that never a reason for him to destroy his own life and happiness. He is also making it hard for that the other guy.

I don't like that guy. He gives me the vibe of someone who hides a big secret under his skin. Something tells me that i know him. But i don't remember when or where i met him. He is not a good person. That much i can be sure of. I should keep an eye on him. I don't want Zhan to get hurt... Again...

Suppressing my emotions never been a hard task. I had done that all my life. Only when i'm with Wei ying i did showed a little of what i felt. Now considering his insecurities and fear i thought i shouldn't be like that anymore. To make him feel better, happy, and confident i have to change myself too. And that gave us a wonderful result. Now he feels like more of his old self.

I should have stayed with him that day....I should have... I shouldn't have listened to my father.... I thought he finally approved our relationship.... Everything's my fault... I caused his demise... I couldn't keep our promise... Will he hate me if ever he came to know the past? Maybe I deserve it.

The guilt always haunted me till now. I undergone a deep slumber only to not kill myself because of the unbearable pain i felt cause of Wei Ying's death. I did wait for him. A precog told us that he will reincarnate again. That person was someone who Wei ying saved from getting killed. All of his precognitions were always came true. So we believed him and waited for Wei Ying's to reincarnate.

I never thought it'll take this long to reincarnate. At some point i lost all my hope and wanted to end my life so that i can be with him. If not for his brothers and my sisters, i wouldn't have lived this long to see him alive again. They are the ones to insist me to rest.

Everything feels like a dream. I am more than happy to see him again but at the same time miserable because we can't be together. At least i can be with him as a friend.

I want to hold him close to me... I want to tell him how much i love him... I want to wake up seeing his face everyday... I want to come back to him everytime i come back from work.... I want to talk to him till we fall asleep... I want to go on dates with him whenever we can... I want to see his happy smiles... I want to be there for him everytime he needs me... I want to be a part of his life.... A part of him.... Can i be all of that?

Should i tell him the truth? But that doesn't mean he will love me. He sees me as his best friend...a friend....What if he rejects me? What if he don't want to see me anymore?

It's better if i don't tell him anything for now. He will be safe that way. His life will be in danger the moment his identity reveals. We can't afford that. We can't lose him again... I can't lose him again... We're always keeping an eye on him for twenty four hours a day. We had installed all the security systems in this house despite one of us will always be with him.

We doubt the accident is a deliberate one. If so, his identity had been already revealed and that's all the more reason for us to stick close to him. That's why staying here is better than living with his adoptive parents.

Speaking of which we are trying to find out his biological parents. There's something we had to confirm. Also Zhan has the right to meet his parents if he wants to. Zhan has something special in him. He is not just a mere human. But what is that he can do, we don't know yet. I don't think he even have a tiniest hint of what's going on with him. He is always like that. An oblivious person when it comes to his own feelings and himself.

I think that accident had awakened something in him. Also the means we used to treat him maybe a part of that. He is a fast learner. The more we spend time with each other, the more i can see the old Wei Ying coming back to life.

I heard somewhere that reincarnated souls won't have the memories of their previous life. So that left me with the question of how to convince him about our love. What if he doesn't believe?

I was thinking all of these when i heard the front door opens and Yang ge and Yifan ge coming in. That means it's already late and Zhan didn't wake up. He must be tired after all. Well, i should increase the practice time on coming days. We have to make a new plan now that we have to attend classes from now on.

The college is a weird place. I couldn't even go to the toilet because people always crowded around me asking weird questions. I think it's a wrong decision to attend a regular college instead of studying at home. Though now Zhan's there i will have a reason to go there.

His two friends seems really nice. Maybe i can be friends with them too. They treats Zhan as their own brother and Zhan feels the same too. I wonder how did he end up with that David guy in the first place. His brothers told me that, they once send someone to check up on Zhan ehen he was still in high school. Then something came up and that person has to go back to Korea. Heard they were good friends.

I should prepare some night snacks in Zhan's room. He might wake up night and i know he will sure be hungry. He has good appetite. It's sad i have to go back to my sisters.

I put some dry fruits and nuts along with some potato chips on the night stand in Zhan's room. He is sleeping so peacefully. After making sure je is comfortable, i went to say goodbye to brothers. They seems to talking something serious. They stopped at once they heard me approaching. That's suspicious but i know they'll let me know if it's something that concerns me.

I went back to my sisters house. My sisters are nowhere in sight. May be they're in their rooms. Getting back to my room i looked out the window. It's a full moon tonight. It's so pretty. It awoke the memories i had with Wei Ying before. Will i get to experience more of that with him again?

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Yo... I'm back....

This time it's a short chapter. Thought i should attempt to write Yibo's Pov too.

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