Hey,
Hope everyones doing well. I can't say i'm doing too well or bad. A lot had happened in less time in my life. I was just an idling youth all this time. My daily routine was boring as me as it is just sleeping and eating.
Then the twist happens......
I'm getting MARRIED......
No.... Not marriage for now... I'm getting ENGAGED.... 💍❤
Marriage will follow soon
Yeah, it's a love-arrange marriage. It's been 9 years we have known each other. My first love at seventeen years old. But when my family found out when i'm second year in college they made me drop out of college and break up with him.
I always obeyed my family and never once i showed my anger. I was too scared to even protest. I thought they're my family after all and they do what's best for me. I was young and i knew from the start that i'm not ready for a relationship.
All i want is my happy family and my brother. He is a great person and he was my best friend since we were children. But he too didn't like me being in a relationship and he was the one who scared me the most. We didn't talk for five months but we slowly forgot and moved on. We started to talk to each other and were happy. I continued with my studies.
I never went anywhere alone and i was afraid of going anywhere alone. My friends always teased calling me as a country bumpkin cause i was too out of fashioned girl. My family always had these restrictions over me and they would scold me if i ever laughed out loud or spoke louder. That was how Orthodox my family were.
After four years, the one i loved came back to my life with a proposal for marriage. We were not the young naive kids anymore and we grew up a lot mentally too. We were never the type to call or message each other just to know what the other is doing now. We have our own priorities and goals to reach.
Though that never stopped us from getting together. In fact that made us understand each other more. We already planned our future separately but we'll sure be in each other's life and support each other. We had our bitter and bad moments and there are always the happy times too. We got to understand each other a lot and learn to love our personalities more.
But convincing my family was the greatest hurdle i had to pass. I had to fight for my love and stick with my decisions. It's all happened too fast and now that my family agreed they're rushing to marry me off (° ͜ʖ ͡ – ✧).
I don't know why i'm saying this all here but sharing what i'm upto nowadays may give you how's my life and why the delay in updates. How's all your life's going? Share with me so that i can know more about you... I may not be a good at conversing but i want to change that too.
So what i'm trying to say is, my brain is all muddled up now. I don't even remember what i wrote before and i was going to write next. I did started a new chapter but that is not what i imagined before.
I had read all the comments you guys left me. I felt happy at the same time guilty. Guilty that i couldn't update often. But i'm grateful to everyone who read, voted, commented and added my stories to their reading list. And I'm sorry i didn't reply but from now on i'll try to do that too.
Thank you for supporting me ❤🥰
Stay safe and healthy
Live your life without regrets
(✿ ♥‿♥)
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Reborn as a Stranger
FanfictionTo Zhan, the word love don't go well with him. He can't even love himself so how can he love anyone else? His trust, his love, everything got destroyed... He never even once imagined his life was built upon full of lies... His family, his love, his...