SHADOW ➵ 𝘈𝘛𝘌𝘌𝘡 ✔️

009

" in my life, being with you was (dead) the most
regretful but the happiest moment "

seoho, oneus - to be or not to be

Haewon's POV
three years had passed since the death of our mother. during the first year, school was skipped consistently because of my mental health. diagnosed with depression, i spend a whole year at home locked in my bedroom. Every now and then, i would eat but it only got worse. until i met park jimin.

Born with the Libra characteristics, he was loved by everyone at school the moment he walked in. A social butterfly if you call. Selection of friends and high intelligence skyrocketed him into one of the top students. Me being the antisocial girl I was, ignored him and focused on my studies and studies only - but it all changed because of that lunchtime.

Sitting alone at my usual table, I was surprised when he came up and offered for me to sit with him and his friends. Unconfident with what was asked, I was about to say no but he somehow persuaded me.
All of his group made me feel welcome and noticed.

From then onwards, we got closer and closer till the point we caught feelings for one another and began dating. He was ideally the perfect boyfriend, literally. At some points, Jimin even reminded me of my own mother. I was fond of it.

Until things began to get toxic. Very toxic.

One day at school, I refused to carry his books up to his locker and he snapped at me in front of everyone. He apologised of course, but it didn't stop.
Every time a "no" or a strict request was denied, he would either use threats or violence.

Nobody said anything or knew as it was all done in plain sight. I didn't tell anyone because I was so stupidly attached, thinking that was how love was supposed to be and boy was I wrong.

It kept on going until Jennie caught us outside the school gate. Everything was filmed and taken to the principal who expelled Jimin and got the police involved. A sentence of four years was placed, but the news had reported he escaped during the third.

Because of him, my health once again became poor and I grew weak; not just physically but psychologically. Till this day I blame myself for letting him treat in such an abusive, unhealthy way. Why didn't I fight back? Why did I view it as right and not wrong?

And knowing that he spent the rest of his free fucking sentence as the leader of a gang makes me want throw up. Those bruises almost took a part of me and every time I see them, all I think about is him and how he corrupted me.

San watched as I broke down once again. I hated feeling so vulnerable, especially to someone I barely knew.

He unfroze and pulled me for one of the most loveliest hugs i've ever experienced. My head rested on his chest as I inhaled his intoxicating scent.

"I'm going to kill him and make him suffer just as he did to you, that's a promise." he vowed ever so calmly.

I could tell he was furious inside but didn't want to release the anger. What I do fear though is that when the final showdown does arise, San won't hold back. Gang members have no remorse on the battlefield. The motto that echoes through their heads is "Kill or be Killed." No matter how much blood is shed.

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Yeosang's POV
"I'm puzzled as to why you haven't told Haewon that your girlfriend who works for Jimin, killed her
mother."

1. "betrayals will begin to destroy the stability"

This bitch really wants to get on my nerves today.

I exhaled and rebuffed my clothing before turning to face the one and only Lalisa Manoban, legs crossed sat upon my exclusive lounge.

"Get out of my room." I said blankly but with confidence.

"You didn't answer my question Yeosang, and I'm sure you know very well that San won't hesitate to shoot your dumb ass knowing that you were there, watching the whole thing occur, while helping Seulgi keep a untouched record." the blonde said sternly, spitting out every syllable with spite.

She was right about that, San was ruthless when it came down to the ones he loved. Killing with a dimpled grin and walking away with a dead face like nothing happened. Losing both of his parents took a huge toll on his childhood to the point that he says he chose to follow how their killer murdered them. We eventually tracked him down and observed as he shot him a total of forty five times. The man was vengeance himself.

Continuing to deceive everyone including Hongjoong, was basically walking into a spare coffin.

"I can't just ditch her." I retorted snappily.

Lisa rubbed her temples aggressively. "Yes you can, why risk losing everything you've worked for in the gang over some pointless love?"

Scoffing ever so slightly, she proceeded to switch on the tv; searching for a show. "Bet you haven't even had sex with her."

Exasperation caused my fists to clench, she formed a side smirk at my reaction. I wasn't going to give her what she wanted, so I put my revenge on hold.

"Get out of my room." I repeated, louder and more threateningly.

At first she didn't budge, but seeing how there was a gun placed in my trouser's pocket; the model keenly departed from my domain.

When the hour is right, the truth will be divulged. And that wasn't any time soon.

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a/n : reference to chapter two was given in yeosang's POV🙃

more information given on haewon and a bit on san.

what else does lisa know?

is yeosang willing to risk his life over his loved one?

a quick reminder that if you or someone else are in a abusive, toxic, unhealthy relationship - ALWAYS tell someone!! It is not love and in no way is it benefitting you. There is always a way out, always. - LV.