𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿² // 𝘑𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘳

chapter 9

About two weeks have passed by, I'm still at my parents. Jaden had texted me few times but I'd just leave him on read. I didn't want to talk and I had good time with my family.
About abortion, well I had really bad bleeding and cramps. It was really bad, but they told me to use ibuprofen and to put something warm on my belly so it won't be bad as much. My mom said several times that I should go to doctor since I was bleeding to much, but I said that happens time to time and that doctor told me that is fine and normal sometimes to happen, which was a complete lie but she kinda believed me.

I walked in the kitchen and Nick was talking to someone.
"Yeah, why didn't you come with Ale? I could've won you in basketball again. Or we could've-"
"Nick what are you doing?"
"Oh, hey Ale, Jaden called you so I picked up. Oh, he says he wants to speak to you."
I snatched my phone from his hand.
"No need to act like that."
He said as I ran upstairs to my room.

"Lex?"
"What?"
"Please, can we just talk things out and move on? Just give me one more chance. Please."
To be honest I really missed him. And I wanted him back. But, if he doesn't trust me..
"Babe? Please? I'm literally begging you."
"O-okay. We can talk. But not through the phone."
"YES! Thank you! I love you so much!"
"Slow down, I told you we could talk."
"When? I can pick you up and we could go home and-"
"I told you to slow down. You can come to my town, but not to my house. We can drive around the city and talk. And see where everything goes."
"Okay. I'm already on my way, just send me the addy."
"Okay."
I said hunging up. Was this a right thing to do? I don't know, but I love him. I can't just break up with him.

"I'm going out later."
"With?"
"A friend."
Mom narrowed her eyebrows at me.
"Since when you have friends in the town?"
"Well I do."
"And what Jaden said? Is he going to come here?"
"Uh, no, he just wanted to, uh, check up on me."
"Ohh."

Hour and half passed by and I got ready and walked to park where I told Jaden we'll meet.
I sat on the bench for few minutes waiting for him.
He parked the car and opened the doors.
"Are we going to drive around or be here?"
"Uh, drive around."
"Okay. Come in."
I sat in the passenger seat and buckled up.
"How have you been?"
He asked looking at me and driving off.
"Fine."
He pressed his lips together and nodded. I was dry, but I can't act like nothing happened, we have to talk.
"Can we just get straight to the shit? I don't want to drive in this uncomfortable silence Jaden."
"Look, I'm sorry. I told you before and I'll tell you thousand more times if it's needed. I know I fucked up, I know it. And I'm hella more sorry that I made you think I'd hit you. T-that broke me. I don't want you to see me like a monster who would hit women, especially woman that I'm in love with."
"You wanna know what broke me?! It broke me that you'd think I'd ever in my life cheat on anybody! Especially when I tell you every day that I love you. That fucking broke me! Yes it was scary, but I'd defend myself if you hit me. But thinking of me as a cheater? That's fucking fucked up. I'd never thought that of you."
"I'm fucking scared okay?! Girls always cheated on me. and I love you! And if I hurt you before you hurt me, I thought it wouldn't hurt as much. But it probably hurt more. And I'm, again, sorry! Can you please give me a chance? Please. I'll prove this time. I won't fuck up."
"This is last fucking chance. If you fuck up, we are over."
"Yes! Thank you!"
He stopped at red light and leaned in to kiss me.
"A-a."
I said putting my hand on his lips and he looked at me with puppy eyes.
"I- why?"
"I'm kidding, come here dumbass."
I giggled and he leaned in with big grin on his face. Just as our lips connected the car behind us honked. It was green light.
"Fucking-"
He said as he turned the street around and drove to old a parking lot.
"What are we doing here?"
He looked at me as smirk grew on his face.
He leaned in and kiss soon turned into make out.
"Shall we take it to the back seat?"
I nodded and he rolled my seat down and threw me on back seat, hovering over me right after.
By the collar of his shirt, I pulled him in long passionate kiss full of love and lust.
His hands rested on my hips as he slowly went down to my neck and jaw.
"We can't."
I said pulling his head up from my neck.
"Why?"
"They said not to do it for 2 to 3 weeks after to avoid any possible infections."
"That's fine."
He said kissing my lips once again.
"Are you going back home with me?"
"I, uh,"
"Please. I miss you so much." He said with puppy eyes.
"I'll come with Uber tomorrow."
"Why?"
"Cause I already lied to them where I am going and said you will not be coming, so-"
"Well I can pick you up tomorrow if you want then."
"Okay."
"Yayy."
He kissed me once again and we got back to the front seat and he left me few houses before mine so they don't see the car.
"I'll see you tomorrow then?"
"Okay."
"Bye princess."
He said kissing me. I missed the nickname.
"Bye pretty boy."
I said and got out the car and he waited for me to walk through the gates and then drove off.

"I'm back!"
I yelled walking in.
"You weren't out for long time."
"Yeah."

Few hours passed by and now it wouldn't be weird if I mentioned going home tomorrow. I don't know, I just thought like it.
"Jaden's coming tomorrow to pick me up."
"You're going back to LA?"
Dad asked me.
"Yeah."
"Invite him on lunch, I haven't seen him in long time."
"Okay, I'll text him."

You :
Heyy, momma invited you on lunch tomorrow. She said she didn't see you in long time. And Nick wants you to play basketball with him.

Jae🖤 :
You want me to come?

You :
Of course I do. Why wouldn't I?

Jae🖤 :
I don't know, just checking.

You :
Be here before 1 pm tomorrow.

Jae🖤 :
Okay, I'll see you soon princess🖤

You :
Night pretty boy🖤

Black heart kinda became our thing when we are texting and stuff, I don't know why.
"I'll see you soon princess!"
Josie yelled behind me.
"Night pretty boy!"
Nick yelled, him and Josie acting behind me.
"Y'all bitches don't read my messages!"
"Alex!"
"Sorry mom. But still they can't do that, I don't read theirs."
"Well yeah cause we aren't in relationship with 3 year older guy."
"And we ain't fucking him prolly every single day."
I slapped Nick's head.
"Shut up fifteen year-older."
By now mom and dad weren't even listening to our conversations nor they care. That's just how we talk to each other so they stopped giving a fuck, most of the time.
"Okay can y'all shut up now, we are watching a movie?"
"Yup."

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I had to post one more today, cause y'all got to mad about them being on break 😭
Also, thank you for sending some ideas in my dm's, I might not use it at time you do, cause I have a lot of drafts waiting to be posted cause I don't have anything to do whole days, I mean I have but I don't do them, so I just write here.
Anyways, the point - if you send me the idea, I'll probably use it later in the story and not right away when you send it to me. <3
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