𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿² // 𝘑𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘳

chapter 3

This morning Jaden left because he had some meetings to do, and since he left I vomited once. I don't fucking know.
"Hey Addi."
I said when she walked through the doors. I invited her because I was bored.
"What's up?"
"Nothing much. What about you?"
"Same."
"What are we going to do?"
I asked when she sat on couch beside me.
"Let's go somewhere."
"Where?"
"Target?"
"Sure."
I said and we got in her car and drove to Target near our house.

"I've been vomiting, like two times yesterday, in the morning and when we left to the party, and then also this morning. I don't know why."
I said as we walked through Target.
"Girl. Did you get your period?"
"No, it's like, fuck, almost whole month late."
I said realizing that and putting my hand over my mouth.
"Let's get you pregnancy tests."
She said pulling me in the aisle.
"I can't be pregnant Addi."
I said, anxiety filling up my body as I almost started shaking at the thought of being pregnant. My hands started getting sweaty.

We got two tests and paid everything we got and went home.
"He will kill me. My mom will kill me. My dad. Fuck I can't be pregnant."
"Well, do you use protection?"
"Yes! Every time!"
I said throwing my hands in the air.
We soon got home and I immediately went in the bathroom to do them. Addison came into the bathroom to wait with me. I felt like I'm going to have panic attack. My hands and feet were sweating, my body full with anxiety and nervousness.
"It's time."
She said after checking her phone.
"I'm scared."
"You want me to check them for you?"
"No. I'll do it."
I said turning the test to see it with two lines on it. I immediately turned the other one, to see him also being positive. I collapsed down on the floor, my back against the wall and my head in my hands, crying.
"It's okay baby."
Addison said sitting beside me and hugging me.
"I'm fucking 17."
"I know, it's okay, you know that if you don't want it you can abort it. It's your choice."
"How did that even happen?"
My whole body was shaking and my vision was blurry because of my tears.
"I don't know, try to remember."
And then it clicked. That one time, in bath. I told him I'll take a morning pill.
"It's my fucking fault."
"What?"
"I told him I'd take a morning-after pill. And I forgot. Fuck me. It's all my fault."
"Baby it's okay. It's both of y'all fault."
"Fuck!"
I yelled slamming my hand on the floor.
At that moment the only thing I heard is gates opening. Shit he's home.
"Oh fuck." I whispered getting up from the floor.
"I can't face him right now."
"You have to tell him Lex."
"I can't. I-I can't."
"You want me and Bryce to stay with you?"
"No."
"Babe?!"
I heard Jaden yell through house.
"Fuckfuckfuck."
I panicked while showing the tests in the drawer in the bathroom.
"I'll say you are in bathroom and I'll run away with Bryce okay? You call me whatever happens."
"You can't tell Bryce."
"Okay." She said, giving me a quick hug and running out the bathroom.

"Baby?"
Jaden asked knocking on the doors. I didn't know what to say. I don't wanna face him right now.
"Baby? Are you okay? Can I come in?"
He asked with worried tone.
You have to do this Lexi. I opened the doors, still crying and shaking. He immediately pulled me in for a tight hug.
"What happened? Why Addison ran out the house like that?"
I couldn't even say a word. I was simply hyperventilating in his arms.
"Baby?"
He asked worriedly, pulling my head out of his chest.
"Tell me what happened? Did someone die?"
I shook my head no.
"Then what can upset you that much?"
He asked putting me on the counter and standing between my legs.
"Okay, breathe with me."
He said as I tried to catch my breath with him squeezing my legs so they'd stop shaking. After few minutes my breathing stabilized.
"Okay, you wanna tell me now?"
"I-I'm- I'm p-pre-gnant."
I said stuttering as more tears rolled down my face. I don't know how he felt about it. I couldn't read his feelings.
"I-I don't wa-nt k-kid."
I said looking at his face, trying to read his feelings.
"You're pregnant?"
I nodded.
"I-It's my fa-ult. I-I forgot ab-out pill."
"We had one time without protection and you got pregnant?"
I started crying even more. I didn't want him to get mad. I didn't want him to leave me.
"I'm s-sevent-teen."
"It's okay."
He said pulling me in his chest.
"If you don't want it, well, you know then, it's your body and your choice. I'm going to be with you whatever is your decision. And it's not just your fault."
He made a pause rubbing my back and stroking my hair.
"I'm sorry."
I mumbled in his chest, as I almost wasn't crying at all.
"You don't need to. Your body, your choice. You don't want it?"
I shook my head no.
"Okay, then, we'll make an appointment. Okay?"
I just nodded.
"Did you tell your parents?"
"No are you crazy? They'd kill me if they knew."
"Okay. We're gonna keep it secret."
He said pulling me back in for a hug, lifting me off the sink and walking to our room, laying on the bed on his back, me still on top of him, cuddling.
"It's gonna be alright."
He said kissing my head. We took a nap laying in bed like that.

When I woke up it was around 4 pm. We called a clinic to make an appointment. Jaden was really supportive, which honestly I didn't expect at all.
We laid on couch watching a movie, my head on his chest.
"Is that mine?"
Jaden asked as one of our phones started ringing.
"Nah, it's mine."
I said picking the phone from the couch.
"Fuck, it's mom."

"Hi momma."
"Hey Ale, what's up? Why are you crying?"
She asked looking at me on the phone.
"Did you and Jaden fight?"
"Nahh, we're alright."
I said moving my phone so she could see me on Jaden's chest and he smiled at camera.
"Hii."
He said waving.
"Hii Jaden, what's up?"
"Nothing much. We were just watching a movie, and Lex cried cause girl died."
Thanks God. I don't know if I should love him or be scared of how good he is at lying. He always knows what to say.
"Ooh. Josie and I were just searching for a movie. What were you watching?"
"F-Five feet apart."
I said trying to remember some movie you can cry to.
"Anyway, um, what are you guys doing?"
I asked changing the subject.
"Josie and I are searching for a movie, Nick is playing video games and dad is working."
"Oh, that's good."
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"Okay, Jo found a movie, I'm gonna go now. We'll talk soon."
"Okay, bye mommy."
"Bye."
"Byee." She said hanging up.

"Thank you for that one."
I said looking up at Jaden.
"Of course."
He said smiling.
There was like 5 girls in bikinis with their asses out and I looked up at him to see if he is watching.
"Ya they have good asses, don't they?"
I asked smirking and he shot his eyes on me.
"I don't blame you," I said smirking, "They do have nice ass."
I said looking at TV and then back at him. I just did that to see his reaction.
"But I like yours better."
He said slapping my ass with his right hand.
"Really?"
"Mhm."
He smirked at me and I kissed him, biting his lower lip, which made him pull me on top of him by my ass. I could feel he already had a boner.
"Woah there cowboy, I was just playing." I said patting his chest.
"You can't do that."
He complained pouting.
"I literally did nothing but kissed you."
"Don't lie."
"Why am I lying?"
"You bit my lip."
"So?"
"Lexi c'mon."
"Sorry pretty boy," I said basically grinding on him and putting my hands on the sides of his neck and going to his ear, "Maybe next time."
He groaned placing his hands on my hips grinding me on him.
I got off of him, my leg slowly tracing of his body, making him shut his eyes closed.
"You're no fair."
I kissed the place on his neck that I know he really likes. If I'm being honest I was just teasing him for no reason. I mean, not that I wasn't in the mood, I'm always in mood for him, but I was too stressed about other stuff.
I laid my head on the other side of the couch and my legs were together on the backrest.
(A/N OKAY I'M SORRY IDK HOW YOU CALL THAT SHIT, this is what google said)
A second after my legs were spread open and he was on top of me.
"You think you'll get away with it?"
He said his hand on my neck and I just shrugged my shoulders.
"You need to talk."
"I don't know, will I?"
"M-m."
He said going down to my neck kissing it.
"On the couch?"
"Yeah. On couch without condom. Not that I could make you pregnant."
He said smirking, making me roll my eyes and pull him in for a long kiss.

"Okay, you wanna order pizza?"
"Sure." I said putting back on my shorts from earlier.
In 30 minutes pizza arrived and we sat in living room eating it.

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