𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿² // 𝘑𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘳

chapter 40

"Here comes food."
Jaden said happily walking in the room and placing food on the bed.
"We're eating here?"
"Yup."
"Okay."
We ate food watching Grey's Anatomy on the TV.

After Jaden fell asleep I went in the bathroom in one of guest bedrooms and locked myself.
I pressed my back against the doors, sliding down on the floor, my knees to my chest, breaking down.
I waited whole fucking day for this.
My body started shaking as I dig my nails in my thighs, slamming my back on the doors, but not making much noise.
Why the fuck am I even alive?
And fucking food, look at my tummy now. I look like I'm fucking pregnant. Why did I even eat it?
Hour passed and I checked my phone, just to see that it's one in the morning. Great, I'm waking up at 6. I'll be swollen as fuck.
I slowly got up, washing my face with water and wiping away my tears. I dried my face and walked back in our room, laying next to Jaden.
"Mm baby, where were you? I wanted cuddles." Jaden mumbled, with his eyes still closed, opening his arms for me.
I didn't say anything, I just laid down on his chest, wrapping my arm around his torso.
By now I already knew the exact place the scar is, so I'm trying not to touch it that much, even though he told me it does not hurt him.

"Baby?" I felt Jaden shaking me and kissing my head.
I hummed not opening my eyes.
"C'mon, we gotta get ready to go on jet."
"Ugh."
I sat up on bed rubbing my eyes.
"C'mon pretty. We need to hurry up, I let you sleep longer then we were supposed to."
"What time is it?"
"6:30."
"Shit. I need to shower."
"Then we are doing it together, we have no time."
"Okay."
We quickly showered, and for once in life, Jaden wasn't a horny motherfucker and didn't do anything sexual.
I walked in closet, putting on Jaden's shorts and his t-shirt.
I slide air forces on, not even tying them up. I pulled my hair up in ponytail and grabbed a small Louis backpack putting in our chargers, my lip balm, our phones and gums.
We are leaving Marley at Addison's while we aren't here, so I grabbed his food, leash and few toys and sat in car with him in my lap while Jaden put our suitcases in trunk.
"Oh, fuck I didn't grab-"
"Phone and wallet are in backpack, passports too."
"Oh, good. We can go?"
I nodded my head as he turned on the engine, driving out of our yard.

Jaden parked in front of Addison's and Bryce's house and I quickly got out of the car grabbing Marley's stuff while Jaden played with him for last time in next few days.
I grabbed Marley with me walking in the house placing him in a little space where Archie was.
Addison and Bryce were probably sleeping, but they knew we'd leave Marley here before we go.
I sat in car buckling up while Jaden continued our ride to jet.
We arrived and sat in while man got our suitcases.

"Ah, I'm going back to my beauty sleep." I said after we were able to unbuckle out seat belts.
"Come cuddle with me."
Jaden said making grabby hands for me after he turned one of the chairs in bed.
We both kicked off our shoes and cuddled, drifting away to sleep again.

"Lex." I heard Jaden say shaking me a bit.
"Hm?"
"I gotta go to toilet."
I rolled off of him, rubbing my eyes stretching out while he went in the bathroom.

"Are we near the location?"
"Not really." He said checking his phone.
"It's been 3 hours, we have 7 more."
"7?!"
"Yeah."
"Where are going dude?"
"You'll see, it's a paradise."
"So you've been there before?"
"Nope. First time now, with love of my life." He said wrapping his arms around my neck and kissing my head while I wrapped my arms around his torso.
"I love you Jaden."
"I love you more princess."
"Nahh."
"Yeah I do."
"No you don't."
"Yes I do."
I rolled my eyes sitting back in the bed.
"I'll give you the real reason to roll your eyes like that if you do it again. Don't even dare rolling them trying to flip me off."
He whispered in my face, while having a tight grip around my neck.
Fuck, that was fucking hot.
My breathing hitched up, as I felt getting wet in my panties.
"Do you know how much I wanted to fuck you in the shower but I couldn't cuz we didn't have time? I couldn't even look at your beautiful perfect body, because if I did I wouldn't be able to resist fucking the living shit out of you."
Damn. He looks so hot right now.
"Look at you, all nervous. Did I turn you on?"
I just looked at him, his eyes dark and full of lust.
My heart was racing so fast, as more butterflies formed in my stomach.
"Sweetheart, how many times I have to tell you that you have to answer me when I ask you something? Don't make me do bad things. Now answer my question," With that, his grip got even tighter, "Did I turn you on?"
"Y-yes."
"Really? Let me see if I did a good job." He whispered slipping his hand down in my panties, rubbing his fingers on my clit as I let out a quiet moan.
"Look at you, soaking wet, huh?"
"O-only for you."
"Really?"
"Ye-yes."
"Good."
He removed his hand licking his fingers and sitting back and turning on his laptop.
"Jadenn." I whined gripping on his biceps while kissing on his neck.
"What's wrong sweetie?"
"Please, do something."
"Something like what?"
"I need you right now. Just let me finish once. Please."
"Little naughty girl."
"Yes. Please."
"Get up and go to those doors and lock them." He said pointing to doors that were opened, which lead to the front part of the jet.
I walked back to him.
"I'll please you, but you have to be as quiet as possible. Understood?"
"Yes."
"And then I'll dick you down when we are at the location. Does that sounds good?"
"Yes. Sounds great."
"Good."
He laid me down on a different seat, taking off my shorts.
He flipped us over so now I was on top as I straddled his right leg.
He started grinding me, his hands tightly on my hips. He just looked at me while I tried not to moan, cussing under my breath.
"You like that huh?"
"Y-yes fuck."
He placed two of his fingers next to his thigh while moving my underwear and slipping them inside of me.
I let out a loud moan skip my mouth and he immediately gripped on my throat pulling my face closer to his.
"I like hearing your sexy moans, but you can't do it right now, or otherwise I'll have to stop."
I nodded biting my lip, now grinding myself on him without his help.
"You look so sexy right now."
"Jaden, I'm cl-close."
"C'mon baby, cum on me."
He tightened his grip on my throat, sending me over the edge making me release.
He pulled his fingers out licking them, and then going again with his hand to my clit rubbing it, making me moan as I wasn't expecting him to go for more.
"You taste so good, I want more."
He whispered while he flipped us over attacking his lips with my now sensitive area.
"Fuck Jaden, I'm too sen- fuck- I can't take more."
"You asked me to do things to you, now I'm in charge doing what I want." He whispered bitting my inner thigh.
He roughly pushed three fingers inside, making me moan loudly.
"Shut up princess."
He said not looking up from what he was doing with stern voice.
"Fuck." I mumbled under my breath when I felt I'm reaching my second orgasm.
He removed his fingers, now eating me out as I gripped onto his hair. My back arched and my eyes rolled back as I released in his mouth.
He licked everything, along with his fingers, pulling my panties back on.
"Fuck."
"You taste so fucking good."
I pulled back up my shorts, laying down on Jaden's lap while he played with my hair.
"I love you so much baby."
"I love you too." I said kissing his arm.
"What are we going to do now?"
"What do you mean?"
"Well, we have quite a lot of time left here, we could do something."
"We could watch show or something like that?"
"Sure."
We started watching The Vampire Diaries, that's kind of our show. We watch it together and only together.

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Okay, I have few things to say about this chapter!
First of all, at the beginning of the chapter, I wrote something about anxiety attack and I feel like I should say something about it. You are worthy. You are loved. You are enough. You are beautiful on the inside and outside and don't let anybody tell you different, not even your self! It was not meant to hurt anyones feelings and I'm sorry if it did. And I'm also sorry if you ever went through anything like it. I personally have anxiety attacks pretty often, and I feel like most of people are embarrassed to admit that they feel like it, or just don't want to make anyone around them feel bad for them. It's okay not to be okay, and it's okay if you need time for yourself, without talking to anybody. Everyone's anxiety/panic attacks are different, and everyone goes through different stuff, but that doesn't change that people should be there for each other. Mental health is important, and of course everybody has different ways to cope with it. If you ever need anybody to talk to, my PM's are always open, I'll be there for you! I love every single one of you and I hope you have a best day today!
Second of all, a question though, where are they going? Tell me what do you think.
And third thing, what do you think, what's going to happen while they are on vacation at unknown location? Will there be any drama? Or it will be just a peaceful vacation for two people that are crazy in love with each other?
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