Torn (An Anakin x OC x Obi Wan Story)

thirteen

It had always seemed to Jaia that the Jedi temple had been placed so that the Jedi had one of the most beautiful views in all of the galaxy. Sunset always made Jaia's heart jump. The rays of the setting sun bouncing against the reflective windows of the vast city made the planet look like the most beautiful place in the world- though Jaia knew that was far from true.

But at least in times like this, when she was looking for an escape, the illusion of the sunset gave her solace.

Unfortunately for her, the view wasn't giving her the same comfort it had usually given Jaia in the past. She needed something new, she needed to wander down a path she had not known. That was the only thing that made sense in her head, the only method she thought paired well with a situation she had never known.

Taking one last glance at the sky, Jaia nodded and began to descend the stairs of the Jedi temple, towards the streets of Coruscant. She wasn't completely naive; her lightsaber was concealed neatly in her robes just in case she ran into trouble. Still, Jaia wasn't expecting anything of the sort.

It wasn't typical to walk the streets of Coruscant, but Jaia wandered aimlessly nonetheless, her head guiding her thoughts as she reached for solace through meditation.

You are a Jedi. Jedi have rules.

You have broken so many rules.

Through these transgressions, you have learned the meaning of these rules. It was true. Jaia knew she would feel no trouble whatsoever if only she had listened to the Jedi Code and avoided attachment, avoided... well, copulation?

Jesus, Jaia, copulation... really? Just call it what it is-- sex.

Not only two weeks ago Jaia had lost her virginity and trashed one of her most important vows. Since then she had already been with two different people; her one true attachment, and the one man she butted heads with more than anyone else in the world. Why did I allow this?

Obi Wan's past words echoed in her head. "Because I'm falling in love with you." It felt strange that she had heard these words directed towards her coming from a person other than Anakin. Jaia's heart tugged at her chest thinking about the kiss that had followed; Obi Wan's soft lips and his gentle hold on her melted away the rest of her world.

It was a kiss she couldn't forget even if she wanted to. It was a kiss that, even when Anakin's cock was about to cum inside of her, she couldn't stop thinking of. The lack of control over her head was mind bogglingly aggravating and yet... inviting.

Jaia wanted to cry even just considering how much she wanted to live in that moment.

I need to stop. I need to focus and do my duty as a Jedi, without any other distractions. Continuing on this path will only lead to more confusion, more unrest, more trouble for everyone-

How ironic that Jaia's meditative state didn't prepare her for the massive blow that came to the back of her head.

Jaia gasped, falling onto the pavement of the Coruscant streets, and whirling around to see who had gifted the impact, her eyes spinning. A red haze glinted over her vision, obstructing her eyesight. Pain shot through her like a powerful force, pairing wonderfully with the dizziness she couldn't escape. Her hand fumbled for her lightsaber in her robe, her head spinning. That was a really hard hit.

"Oh, I wouldn't bother with that," A growling voice responded, low and satisfied. Before she could regain her own mind, before she could form a response, she felt a gust of pressure swipe her lightsaber from inside of her robes, and she recognized the blue glow as her enemy ignited the blade. "It's... not my color, I'll admit," he continued, returning the blade to the hilt and tucking it away into his robe, "But no matter."