Cranberry Vodka (Billie Eilish)

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"So basically, what you're trying to say is, that you felt something during the kiss?" Lauren asked.

"Well, yeah, but also no, it was just because we were in the moment. We spent a really nice evening together, maybe that's why. I imagined it. It could have been anyone at that point."

"Bullshit, and I'm gonna prove it to you," she said convinced and gave me a kiss on my lips before I could resist.

"Eww" I joked and wiped my lips.

"SEE? No feelings. Also stop being a bitch or I'm gonna drown you with kisses," she threatened.

"You're right, I loved it." I replied sarcastically.

"Here we go. Now, see? Either you feel something, or you don't."

"Yeah, but it's different, because you're my best friend Lo,"

"What about Kacper then, did you feel the same when he kissed you?"

I hesitated in thoughts. Actually I didn't. "I told you it was about the moment. The way she looked at me. That's what caused the weird feelings"

"You need to ask yourself why she is even looking at you that way in the first place bro"

"I don't know, she stares at everyone she talks to like that, I guess"

"Whatever you're telling yourself. But no shit, you're always eye-fucking each other."

"No, we're not," I knew we did. The eye contact was intense, but that didn't mean anything. She was naturally flirtatious.

"So, will you tell Kacper about it?"

"Hell no, they seem to hate each other for some reason."

"Maybe they know each other," Lauren suggested.

"Nah, I doubt that I've never seen them talk. Anyways. I gotta get ready for the date with Kacper, he said we're gonna grab lunch "

"Can I come with you guys"

"Lo, I'm warning you, don't even think about it"

"Damn it, I already had my undercover costume prepared"

We both laughed. I decided to wear some blue baggy-jeans with a brown crop top and a big jacket. Lauren braided my hair and did my Make-up again. More than yesterday, because 'boys prefer more Make-up'.

Kacper arrived while Lauren was still there, so we left at the same time. He texted me to let me know he's there and honked when he saw me. I got into the car and he gave me a quick kiss on the lips before he started driving. Lauren was right, I didnt get butterflies.
Not even 2 minutes later, I received a text from Lauren.

HoeLo: Bitch he didn't even open the door for you fhbnfhfhdh I'm mad

Me: So? he doesn't have to, we're not in the 90s.

HoeLo: Billie did though

Me: How do you-

HoeLo: I have my sources

Me: Lauren!!!

HoeLo: Fine, I stayed for 5 more minutes and hid in your backyard when you kicked me out yesterday

Me: I can't believe you

HoeLo: I had to, and I don't regret it, it was so cute

Me: except for the fact that it wasn't real

HoeLo: Maybe the date wasn't, but the moment was definitely real, I could see that

"Who are you texting?" Kacper interrupted.