It was already Thursday and Billie still hasn't texted me any information about the date. I wondered whether I should text her, but I didn't wanna come of as needy, or like I wanted to go out with her at all, but when she still hadn't written me 2 our later, I decided to text her anyway. After all, our date didn't mean anything, so she could think whatever.
Me: So?
Billie: So, what?
She replied after like 3 hours.
Me: Tomorrow is Friday, are you still serious about the date?
This time she answered almost immediately.
Billie: ofc. Death serious.
Me: yAy, i'M sO hApPy
Billie: You will be
Me: I guess I will get through it somehow
Billie: Whatever happens, it'll be better than your last date;)
Me: Wow, you're really sure of yourself, aren't you?
Billie: Well, I'm sure that your little boyfriend is crap
Billie: I know that he's not your boyfriend, relax
She texted as if she could read my mind.
Me: But you do know that it's not a date date right?
Billie: Why not?
She texted to my surprise. Was she serious?
Me: Becauseeee. On a date date you really like the other person, and the other person likes you back or you both think you can like each other in the future.
Billie: You just have to like me, not the other way around:)
Billie: To prove my point, I mean.
Me: I told you, I don't fall for straight girls:)
Billie: Well, you didn't wanna go on a date with my friend Lexi. Now you're stuck with me.
Billie: Unless you want me to call her
I took a moment to think about it but decided against it. I wasn't there to find the love of my life. I'd just try to get it over as fast as possible.
Me: No, I'm gonna give you the honor.
Billie: I know, and for the records, I wouldn't have called her no more;) You're stuck with me babes
Billie: Just pretend I'm a straight dude or a gay woman and it will work
Me: That's dumb. I still wouldn't be into you
Billie: By the end of the evening, you will: **
Me: I still don't know why I'm doing this to myself
Billie: *for
Me: Hahah, now tell me: What should I wear?
Billie: Whatever. Just wear what you're comfortable in.
Me: Preach
I went to bed late that day. I kept wondering why she wanted to do that date thing so desperately. Were her true intentions really to break my heart and change my perspective of love? Or did she just want to prove she's better than Kacper? But why did she care? Perhaps for the same reason I want her to fall in love (with Shawn) to see the beauty of love? I just think it's really sad to hate the idea of love. I would help her. I don't know who hurt her, but the point she was trying to prove was just stupid.
I decided that I still wouldn't take the date seriously and just see her as a friend with whom I'm hanging out with. After all we never planned a hang out together before, so maybe that was what hang outs with her looked like usually. I wouldn't know.
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So, what do you guys think? Why is Bille so serious about that date? Does she maybe have another intention? Or maybe it's just fun for her, and she likes playing with people's feelings. Who knows? Should Casey tell Kacper about the date? Which date will she like better? Billie's on Friday or Kacper's on Sunday?
BTW This book has no chapter 13 on purpose. I'm fucking paranoid and afraid of this number.
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