I was out my locker, hiding my locker door. I was sad that I left Coyy, he deserves better than me. That dream, it was so real, so alive. I see Jax coming down the hall, with Coyy. Tear sparks instantly, I could've worked it out with him but I can't deal with him and explain the dream. I couldn't explain that and I just couldn't. I looked over my shoulder to see Jax, Coyy and a few friends talking across from me. Coyy had a happy-but-not smile that she knew too well. He uses it when something has happened but he doesn't want to talk about it─for example when I made a terrible joke, and when he's uber worried.
Coyy turned his head around, our eyes met. I couldn't handle looking at Coyy, I look away bashfully. I see Jax walking over, I shut my locker and sigh, then place my head against my locker door. Here it comes, I really don't want to do this. "Explain this!" Jax says, placing─more slams─the note against the locker. "You wouldn't understand," I say. "Then make me understand! Is it that you didn't love him any─" I don't know what comes through me, rage, anger, hate. I slap Jax. "Don't you dare say that! I love Coyy. Almost more than my own mother. You wouldn't understand what happened that night, nowhere close to what I'm going through. Just leave me alone!" I say walking off, someone grabs my elbow. "Jax just leave─"
When they spin me around, I look to see Coyy was the one to grab me. "If you won't explain it to Jax, which I totally understand, explain it to me." I sigh and look down at the floor. Coyy pulls me over to the side, and places a finger under my chin, and makes me look at him. I turn my head away shyly. "Car, explain it to me. Why? What happened. I've never seen you flinch like that to me. What did I do?" I look over to see Jax and a few other guys pointing to the note then pointing at Coyy. I look at them.
A tear sparks into my eye. "I'm so sorry Coyy. I don't want to put you through this but I can't. I am sure we can get through it. I'm really sorry." I kiss him, I hear hoots and hollers from the guys. I break it, "I'm really sorry Coyy. Goodbye." I saw him look at me, I wanted so bad to stay but I can't. A tear falls down my cheek. I turn and head off to Ms Evergreens. I don't stay, I can't. If I do, I'll never leave again.

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Abused for Love [completed]
Teen FictionCarre Burra a kind-hearted, quiet girl was - is - abused by her mother's boyfriend, Raymond. But when his son, Coyy, is introduced what will happen? What will happen when Coyy's ex gets in the way to? Can they both stay together and conjure everythi...