Craving him: The beginning of us

06-skipping School

Arielle

September,7,2020: Monday

I wake up with a yawn I felt guilty about what happened with Blaine and I was hoping I could avoid him by driving to school with Riley today.

I didn't tell Riley anything that happened with me and Blaine. She kind of assumed we were arguing and I rolled with it. I lied to my best friend for the first, if she ever found, she would kill me.

It's was Monday, the second week of school which meant morning practice so they won't be in the house. I walked out of my room in my   Favorite Black bralette and panties with lace on the top.

I froze when I saw Blaine drinking coffee in the kitchen next to the counter "hey Elle, nice panties" his eyes trail down my body examining it.

I tried to cover myself with my hands he chuckles I yell "what are you even doing here it's Monday?".

He lifts his coffee to his mouth and drinks it to hide his smirk when he places it back down he says "I told the coach I was sick to get out of it, your brother told me to bring you to school. Is this outfit Elle after hours?" He teases.

I roll my eyes, "No. I didn't think anyone was in the house especially you". I almost forgot I was half naked, he stares at me as if he is imagining what it looks like off of me.

I take it as a cue to leave and put actual clothes on. I yell from my door "Riley's talking me to school sorry to waste your time. I come out of my room in my uniform walk in front of him but far enough he couldn't do anything and continued "But it wasn't like you would do any productive anyways".

He surprises me by walking towards me it happened in a blink of an eye he wraps his big hands around my throat in his demanding voice he says "You don't talk to me like that".

I stare into his eyes he doesn't even blink, his face serious. I hear a honk outside and he lets go I'm frozen in place once again, my voice is shaky "don't do that Blaine again."

He passes by me touching my arm with his. He whispers into my ear "I don't care about fucking your boyfriend. Tell him we had sex with the ring on"and walks into my brother's room.

I take a breath before walking outside to Riley's. Riley opens the door she's excited more than usual and I'm suspicious of what's she's planning. "what is it now Riley?".

She blurts out "I think we should skip school today". Riley was the one to blow off school anyways. I had to beg her to go to school because otherwise I would be alone.

"And do what Riley?. My brother would murder me if he finds out I skipped school".

"You need to start living on the edge Arielle, you out of anyone knows how short life is" she pleads. Damn it she always knows what to say.

"Fine, I guess we could skip school" I put out my phone "I have to text Oliver and tell him I'm not coming".

"Ooooooooo" she nudges me in the arm. Finally she starts the car and starts driving. I hope it isn't anything too intense. Knowing Riley it's something crazy.

I start blushing " we just started dating Saturday. We spent all of Sunday texting each other. I think I really like him". 

She's happy for me. I wish I could be happy right now but my stomach in knots. I felt guilty for what happened between me and Blaine. But yet, I yearned for his touch and I felt guilty for it.

Rome snaps her fingers in my face and I realize we're parked in a place. When I look out the window we were at restaurant. Thank God!.

Riley asks me "are you okay?" She seems concerned. It's not like I can tell her what happened. I know what she would say "I know it's normal to fall for the players. You have a good guy don't ruin it for a fuck boy" and she's right. I just have to let this feeling fade.