Craving him: The beginning of us

35- After Math

I knock on my brother door when he opens the door there was a girl wrapped around his waist. She was blonde and blue eyes and was wearing a red sparky dress. I assumed she was a friend but the way she looked at me like I was some girl trying to steal her boyfriend didn't sit right with me. My brother seems shocked to see me "Arielle what are you doing here?" He looks down at my suitcase.

"I don't want to talk about it and I don't need to hear I told you so. I feel awful enough." I state. He lets me into the house with no questions.

I go straight into my room I jump into my bed and stare at the ceiling. Why did I think it would work in the first place? I knew who Blaine was but no, I always have to see the good in people. I'm going to avoid him forever.

I go to sleep I couldn't stay away with my thoughts. Half of me wants to run into his arms and the other half wants to slap him to the moon. Maybe I should have listened when people told me not to get involved but I'm hard headed and don't listen.

I wake up the next morning and I walk into the kitchen and sit on the spinning chair it always makes me feel better. Anthony was in the kitchen making a sandwich. I noticed the new ink on his neck of a hummingbird and my mind goes to Blaine. "You know he loves you Arielle." He knocks me out of my thoughts.

"If he loved me he wouldn't have kept something big from him."

"Is this about the baby?" He groans. I wonder how he knew before me. Of course Blaine told him before even telling me.

I almost break my neck looking up at him "you knew about the baby and didn't tell me?" I start getting angry.

"I'm not the one who was supposed to tell you Arielle it had to come from him." He looks at me with pity.

"I guess everyone around me was lying except for of course Riley." I joke to hide my disappointment.

He laughs and hands me a sandwich he once again gives me pity eyes as he says "everything is going to work out the way it supposed to be."

"At else I don't have to tell him I might die from cancer" I joke.

He drops the knife and it clings when it hits the table. He looks at me like he wants to kill me "what?."

"My doctor told me I should get tested for cancer because there's a 50, 50 chance I could or will have it neither now or in the future" he walks over to me fast and wraps me in a hug. I start sobbing.

"All I ever wanted was for you to be happy Arielle I love you more than anything in the world. I-I-I-I'm sorry I kicked you out, I was scared I know Blaine better than anyone else in the world. He doesn't do relationship, he has never cared about anyone else but himself I was afraid he would hurt you and look at you now."

I shushed him "you did nothing wrong I'm hard headed and I wouldn't have listened anyways. I was too wrapped up in the fantasy of it."

"It's easy to get lost on the fantasy of it. If you do decide to get back together..." I stop him mid sentence.

"I don't think that's going to happen we're not right for each." I state firmly.

"I don't think you should take him out of the running. He might have his flaws but he loves you, I see it in his eyes. You might not be able to forgive him now but one day you will."

"I thought you hated him?" I ask confused. I thought he hated Blaine after what we did. After all we did lie to him.

"He's my best friend no matter what he's going to stay my best Friend. We have a love hate relationship but that doesn't mean when I hate him that I don't love him also."