Craving him: The beginning of us

19- New Girl In Town

Arielle

October 9,2020

Violet threatened to tell My brother and Riley about us and I couldn't let it happen. My brother would murder Blaine if he found out and Riley would never speak to me again.

"What could I do?" I thought.

I ran into the house when he dropped me off. Slamming the door shut so he couldn't come in. He opened the door I'm pacing all around the kitchen in tears.

He grabs my arms "if my brother finds out about this we're dead Blaine. You don't understand that".

"You think I planned to fall my best Friend's sister huh Elle?. Things just happen".

He wraps himself against my body "you don't seem concerned in the least Blaine".

"I know your brother would murder me but you think I think I wanted to bring you into his whole mess. It's our feelings or whatever that brought us here" he says.

"I know" I turn around and hug him "but now Violet's going to hold this over us now. We have no choice but to either play her game or separate".

He puts his hand in my hair "we will work this out I promise you".

I pulled away from him a slight annoyance on his face "Maybe we tested fate for too long and it's getting back at us. We're not supposed to be together Blaine"I cried.

He grabbed me by hips and sat me on the Bar counter he sits in between my legs he puts his whole hand on my cheek and used his thumb to softly rub his finger on it "listen this is fear talking. Don't let fear be the end of us".

I placed my hand on his I looked right into his eyes  "Maybe she was right you are just the playboy and I'm not so innocent as I seemed to be. You were also right when you said I wanted something more than I had  I wanted a little danger,a wanted a love that consumed me whole, I wanted passion and I got all that. But even with all of that it wasn't enough.

"So your saying this is it"he screams his face anger showing his veins popping out.

"We could never be together anyways" I respond back.

"No" he screams "this isn't about us it was never about us your so afraid of what your brother would do it us if he found out we were together. So what" he said with an attitude.

I look at him confused "so what he finds out about us?. I would gladly take a punch in the face for you Elle. You changed me".

A knock on the door interrupts our conversation. He walks to open the door and sit in the spin chair. A girl with perfect olive skin walks in. She's looks so rich her diamond necklace shines in the light like a star. Her hair ginger and wavy with brown eyes. She releases her Gucci bag on the floor and she immediately wraps her arms around Blaine and kisses him in the mouth.

He scoots back but it felt like a stab in the gut. He looks at the girl confused I couldn't tell if he was happy confused or angry but my question are quickly answered when he smiles at her.

Damn it

I known Blaine since we were in grade school and I never seen this girl in my life. They had their own conversations it was like I was invisible. Might as well just go into my room. Do I have a right to be jealous?, I mean I was just about to break this off so I don't?. I walked to my room as quietly as I could and locked my door I didn't want him coming in. I already feel insecure around her.

I wanted to text Riley about this but what could I say "I was still sleeping with Blaine while I told you I wasn't". I lied to her I don't think she's would ever forgive me. So I had to wallow by myself. Before I could get too upset I got up from my bed "I wasn't going to let this girl get to me. Go out to your old screaming field".