Craving him: The beginning of us

16-Dinner At the Taylor's

Blaine

October 9,2020

"I think I'm in love with her and it scares me because I never loved anyone like I love her. She's amazing person always has a smile on her face sometimes I feel like I make her sad and that's what makes me want to stay away from her fear of destroying her from the inside out. But I guess I already done that. She's such a good person and she's doesn't deserve a guy like me. Yet I can't fucking stay away from her".

Instead I said "I don't know what I feel for Elle. All I know is I care about her".

He responds "Elle has had a crush on you for years I myself even noticed it. I don't want you to hurt her she's my little sister she doesn't know yet about heartbreak, she doesn't need the king of heart breaks with her".

I look him in the eye "I would never hurt her on purpose Anthony, I swear to you". He nods his head.

"I know you care about her you probably more than I do just protect her keep her safe for me. I don't want you dating her thought. Do you understand me?" I nod in agreement.

I realize we're at school I said to Anthony "do you want to go to a party I heard this a party in our college?".

"I think you should go Blaine find yourself a girlfriend" I smile and look down at my pants.

I wonder what he would say if he knew I told Elle that I loved her. She obviously didn't believe me I wouldn't trust me either. He acts like he's never be in love before. Did I just say that?. What the fuck is going on?.

"I'm good but I'm still going to that party tomorrow night" might as well drown my sorrows in alcohol.

"I'll be at home parties aren't really my scene anymore. Drop me home and pick up Elle"he replies.

I look at the clock it's 3 pm already we have been driving around for like 8 hours talking and laughing like things were normal. For him they were but me I was hiding a secret for my best Friend one that I could never tell him.

I drop Anthony at his house driving to Elle's school thinking about moments like the first day I met when she put her tiny hands on my body I knew she wanted more than what she got. She wasn't as innocent as she thought she was.

I pull the front of the school. I see Oliver and Elle not together but separate parts of the front. I can see people whispering as Elle pasts by.

She enters the car I ask her "are you okay?" She looks distracted looking out into front window rather than looking at me "people found out about me cheating on Oliver. Everyone calling me a slut".

I reach for my door to get up she reaches for my arm "please don't Blaine just drive. Anywhere". I decide to take her to my house, she obviously didn't want to be home and the only place I could think about was my house.

She walked in the door my mom showered her with hugs. She was still in her scrubs like she just got off of work. Her hair was in a bonnet and she took it off and let her blonde long hair out.

"Elle are you joining us for dinner?" My mom asks. Before Elle could answer Elijah hit the "No".

I gave him a stank eye I stepped in front of Elle as he came towards her "Elle is welcomed in this house whenever she wants okay Elijah?. You will not stand in her way or I'll go with her" I scream at him so he would listen.

He stared at her for a long time before saying "she is not who you think she is. If she would cheat on her boyfriend what makes you think she won't on you. She's just a whore". Everyone gasp.