It Was All For You, All For You And More [Vic Fuentes Book Two]

You were screaming 'till the police came...

Hey guys, I decided to not have this story on hold for as long, because I really love writing it. This story started out with a way for me to vent without people knowing I was going through the stuff that Paige was going through, and it still kind of is that. This story (And the fabulous readers) kept me alive for the longest time, and I love that. Over time, I began telling you guys what goes on in my life, and you guys actually care about me. When I attempted suicide, you guys were there, when it was the "anniversary" of my dad's death, you guys were there. I love it, and I love you guys. You don't even understand how much I love you guys and how much you guys mean to me. Anyway, on with the story.

Stay Strong Dizzy Dreamers, I love you all :*

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Paige's POV

I have a million different kinds of fun, when I'm asleep and in a dream that I'm your only one... The lyrics flowed through my phone, signaling that Vic was calling me.

"Hey babe," My groggy voice spoke, allowing Vic to realize that I had just been asleep.

"Did I wake you?" His angelic voice spoke.

"No, I woke up a couple minutes ago," I lied, I didn't want him to feel bad for waking me.

"Well, I called to let you know that I'm leaving the store, I got more bandages too..." Vic trailed off.

"Thank you," I whispered, happy that Vic was willing to delay our date to get some things from the store for me.

"I'll be back in five minutes, alright darling?" Vic asked, I could hear concern in his voice. "Stay strong, don't hurt yourself, please." Vic begged through the phone.

"I promise that I'll stay strong.. I don't want to hurt yourself anymore, Vic." I held back tears.

"Then I'm going to help you get better, and that's a promise." Vic cooed.

"Don't hang up, please...?" I begged, hoping I could hear Vic's voice even then he wasn't here.

"Yeah, of course." I blushed, knowing Vic smiled at he said that.

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After Vic and I stayed at the house for a bit, Vic decided to take me to the park, as a reminder of when we first started dating. We were at a tree, him pushing my body against the three.

"You're beautiful," He whispered as he pecked my lips. "You're so smart," He pecked my lips again. You're so kind."

Vic continued to peck my lips and whisper sweet things about me. I smiled every time his lips met mine. He said so many nice and amazing things about me, that I didn't feel quite as broken as I did that morning when I relapsed.

"You're perfect," Vic said before kissing my lips, not just a peck, but a kiss full of love.

I kissed Vic back, not wanting to lose him, ever again. I loved being in his arms. I loved having his lips on mine. I loved how much he cared about me. I loved that he actually worried about me. I loved everything. Every little thing.

Leaving Vic and not talking to him when we were teens was the biggest mistake of my life. I remember feeling more pain without him than I felt when I thought he cheated on me. I remember is so clearly.

I was laying on my bed at Sally's place, crying my eyes out. I had so many cuts on my arms and legs, all of them fresh from not even an hour before. I miss Vic. If he were there, I would be in his arms, him not letting me go. He would have been helping me clean up my cuts. He would have been singing to me, to make me feel better. Instead I was alone, Jordan at school, Sally at work. I wad alone, feeling the loneliness eat me. I was alone with my thoughts. I was alone with so many things that could hurt me. Only a week before this loneliness took over, I was happy with Vic.

Vic. Just thinking about him made me hurt worse. He was so perfect. So kind. What happened? He made me feel so perfect. He made me feel happy. I felt like I had a reason to live when he was there.. Knowing that he didn't feel the same way, ruined me... My hero, my happiness, my world, my safe haven... It just hurt me too much.

I missed being in Vic's arms more than anything. He would always put a smile on my face no matter how sad I was or how much I had an urge to cut. He was always there.

I cried more and more, wishing I could turn back time, try to find a way to keep him from cheating on me. Find a way to be enough for him, that he wouldn't feel the need to cheat. I just needed to turn back the time, to keep me from being this hurt

I cried as I looked at my arms and legs. There were so many cuts and so much dried blood. If Vic were there, I wouldn't have done anything like that. Vic not being there with me is what caused the pain and loneliness. I wanted to be with Vic, but risking being hurt by him again was something I couldn't do.

The loneliness was killing me. If Sally or Jordan were there, I would still feel so alone. I didn't need just anyone around, I needed Vic. I think I actually missed Vic more than I missed my sister.

I felt a tear fall down my cheek at the memory of the first day I made it out of the hospital. I was alone, missing Vic more than anything else in the world.

"Hey, don't cry." Vic mumbled into the kiss, I guess he could taste the salty tears like could.

"I'm sorry," I whispered as I pulled away from the kiss. "I-I'm just thinking about the week after I thought you cheated on me..."

"Hey," Vic said as he wiped away my tears with his thumbs, "It's okay, it was hard for me too. I thought I had lost you and it killed me."

"And I feel so guilty for that.." I sighed as I looked into Vic's deep brown eyes.

"Don't worry, I didn't cut, I didn't attempt suicide, I didn't have to go to in patient treatment. Overall, I think I did better with the whole thing than you did..." Vic pulled me into his arms, wrapping his arms around my waist.

I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and buried my face in the crook of his neck. "I love you, please don't leave me..." I whispered, hoping he heard me.

"I love you too, and I promise that I never will." Vic said as his grip on my waist tightened.

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When Vic and I got back to his house, we decided to watch Lilo and Stitch while cuddling. Vic had one arm around my waist and his other hand was behind my neck. My right hand was on his chest and my left arm was over his shoulder. I was extremely happy there in his arms.

"Vic," I whispered finally.

"Yes.?" Vic asked, looking into my eyes.

"I can't lose you ever again," I whispered, wanting to cry.

"I can't lose you either. When I lost you, my world crumbled." Vic said, holding back tears.

"I won't leave you again, I promise."

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Eh, not my best chapter, but hey it's something. Plus, I took it off hold so ayyee! Anyway, I pretty much cleared everything up in the A/N before the chapter sooooo yeah.

Stay Strong Dizzy Dreamers. I love you all :*