It Was All For You, All For You And More [Vic Fuentes Book Two]

What's so good about picking up the pieces?

So I'm updating so soon because I really enjoy writing this story, but once I get back into the normal writing again, I'll try to update every Sunday! So anyway, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter! I love you all :*

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I woke up to someone lightly pushing my shoulder and I opened my eyes to see a concerned Jaime.

"Hey dude, we're in San Diego, but before we exit the bus, why were you crying?" Jaime asked me, worry written all over his face.

"I, I was dreaming about her again..." I trailed off, and when I said her, I meant Paige.

ever since Paige passed away, I dreamt of her constantly and I didn't know why. I may dream about her because I miss her, or if I feel guilty, but I can never forget the dreams.

I stepped out of mine and Paige's room in Sally's old apartment to see Paige standing there in a plain white gown that went down to her feet. Her hair, no longer dyed and was her natural brunette hair was curled and partway up. She had red lipstick and simple eyeliner and mascara. She looked beautiful.

"Vic," Paige's beautiful voice spoke, softly as she messed with the sleeves of her white dress.

"Paige," I spoke, my voice cracking a bit when I said her name. "I-is that really y-you?" I spoke slowly, trying not to let the tears spill from my eyes.

"Yes Vic, it's me. I'm finally free, away from the hurt and pain that I felt when I was alive. Vic, oh Vic, the most pain I ever felt was from you. I knew, I knew when you said you loved me, that it was a lie, but I let myself get hurt. I'm sorry." Paige said as she closed her eyes.

"No! You don't understand, I love you with all my heart... I n-I never cheated on you Paige, I promise, I swear to God, that Lisa kissed me," I choked back a sob, "Please just know that. Please see that I truly, truly love you." I closed my eyes and let a tear roll down my cheek. "Since you, you passed, I've felt so guilty, and so depressed, just please I want you to know that I love you more than anything. I love you Paige."

"No! You don't love me, otherwise you wouldn't have cheated on me! I hate you Vic, I hate you!" Paige said through a sob. "You're the reason I killed myself."

"I can never forget the dream, Jaime, do you know how hard it is for me to deal with the dreams? They aren't memories I had with her, or even good dreams, they torture me Hime. I can't handle it," I said as I let tears roll down my cheeks.

"Hey, they're only dreams, she loved you, I promise-" I cut Jaime off.

"She died thinking I cheated on her." I choked on tears. "Lisa, back in high school, she kissed me and I pushed her off, I did, but Paige thought that I cheated and she killed herself because of me. I feel so guilty, I feel so, so fucking guilty, and I should. It's my fault she's gone Jaime!" More tears ran down my cheeks.

"It's not your fault, and listen to me, she loved you, and yes, she did freak out and probably take drastic measures, she should have listened to you first, but you can't blame yourself." Jaime said in a comforting voice. "Now come one, let's go see our friends, alright?"

"Yeah, alright." I said as I wiped my tears away. "I miss Jessica and Erin, I haven't seen them in forever it feels like." I said, I mean Jordan and I were never close, and Sally, she hated me.

"Alright, let's go, just know that Sally is going with you and Mike to see your parents..." Jaime trailed off.

"It's fine, it's not like she's going to talk to me, so she's not going to yell at me. Her and I haven't actually spoken in around thirteen years." I said as I got out of my bunk and grabbed my phone and song book.

I put my phone is my pocket and I held my song book in my right hand and I let Jaime leave the bus before I did.

When I exited the bus, I felt anxiety bubble in me, sure I was back home is San Diego, but San Diego is also where Paige died. I saw Mike's and Sally's eyes on me before I saw Mike whisper something to Sally.

~ Sally's POV ~

I held Mike's hand as we waiting for Jaime, and Vic. I hated Vic, he was the reason Paige swallowed all those pills.

I saw Jaime exit the bus and instantly run over to Jessica, he then wrapped his arms around her and kissed her. I looked back to the door of the buv and saw Vic standing there really awkwardly. I swallowed a lump in my throat, I hated seeing him. I hated him so much.

"Please don't hate him," I heard Mike whisper in my ear. "He hates himself enough as it is,"

Vic stepped forward slowly and stood next to Mike when he got to where Mike and I were. "Mike, can we go?" I heard Vic ask softly.

"Yeah, we can." I head Mike reply.

~ At the Fuentes household ~

Mike, Vic, and I arrived and their parents' house and we were all greeted with hugs from Mr and Mrs Fuentes. Vic, excused himself from the room almost immediately and went to his old bedroom and locked himself in there. Mike and I sat on the couch with Mr and Mrs Fuentes.

"Why did Vic lock himself away?" Mrs. Fuentes asked us.

"Well, if you want the whole story, I'll tell you." Mike said slowly. "Vic, really misses Paige-" I cut Mike off.

"Bullshit," I stated.

"No, he really does miss her, anyway, I came back onto the bus yesterday, and found Vic crying. He showed me Paige's suicide note and he said that he feels so guilty even though he shouldn't. Paige, she thought that Vic cheated on her all those years ago and it pushed her over the edge, so she killed herself. I know that he didn't cheat because I was there when it happened, Lisa, if you guys remember her, kissed Vic like the little bitch she is, and Paige I guess saw. Vic did push her off him though, and since then, he's been blaming himself for Paige's death. He missed her like crazy, even thought it was been almost thirteen years." Mike explained it all.

"I'll be right back," I said as I got up and went up the stairs.

I stopped in front of Vic's door, and slowly knocked on it. Vic answered slowly after. "Oh, um hi, Sally..." Vic said awkwardly.

"What's so good about picking up the pices? What if I don't even want to?" I said as I laughed a bit. "I'm willing to hear your side of the story Vic. What happened, what happened between you and Lisa?" I asked

"Um," Vic said, a bit shocked. "I'll tell you." I smiled a bit at Vic. Maybe I was wrong about it. Maybe I was wrong about him.