It Was All For You, All For You And More [Vic Fuentes Book Two]

Scratching at the floor inside my mind

So I'm really really sad right now.. My friend jokingly put 'kys' on my status on Facebook and it brought back so many bad memories from all my suicide attempts so I told my best irl friend and she told me I was overreacting bc he was joking. Then my mom yelled at me bc I lied for the first time in 3 years and my best irl friend doesn't care at all.. And when I said I wished my suicide attempt killed me (I wished it so I wouldn't have to deal with the memories) and flipped out on me and got really angry.. It hurts.. A lot.
But I didn't relapse thank god
Stay Strong Dizzy Dreamers. I love you all :*

Vic's POV

Running after her I called out her name. She stopped and turned to look at me.

"What do you want, Victor?!" She snapped at me, anger running through her words.

"What did I do wrong? I love you! Don't you get that?" I cried out, making sure I didn't yell at her.

Her normal winged eyeliner was a mess, due to the tears streaming down her cheeks. "What did you do wrong? Really?!" She yelled, obviously hurt. "You know what you did! You knew it would hurt me! Why did you do it?" she sobbed, allowing her body to fall.

"I didn't mean to..." I whispered, tears falling as I stood there in the rain, looking at the girl I hurt too many times.

"I'm done Vic! Please just leave and stop hurting me! I can't take it anymore, alright? Just stop before I have to stop myself..."

"I didn't mean to Paige, I'm so sorry... Please forgive me." I begged, not wanting to lose her again.

"You cheated on me. I will never forgive you."

I bolted awake with a cold sweat covering my entire body and my mouth was dry. Its just a dream. My mind told me, making me calm down. Losing Paige again is something I could never do. She was too important to me.

I slowly made my way out of mine and Paige's bed and quietly made my way down into the kitchen. I didn't want to wake her.

I grabbed a glass and filled it with water and drank the whole thing. My throat was sore and dry, along with my mouth.

Losing Paige was a nightmare, and I knew the aftereffects. It was literally Hell without her by my side.

I almost dropped my glass when I turned around and saw someone standing there, until I saw that it was Paige.

"Darling you scared me." I told her as I placed my glass on the counter.

"Sorry, I just heard you get out of bed and I came to find you." Paige yawned. "Today with everyone was really fun. We should do it more often." Paige said.

"Yeah, we should." I smiled as my mind was flooded with memories of the day.

After Paige and I were dressed, her wearing a Pierce The Veil cut off and high waisted shorts, with red Vans, similar to Jaime's. Her hair was in a messy bun, and she said she wanted to cut it soon, so we thought we'd get her hair cut during the day. Her makeup was very basic. She was beautiful.

I was wearing a Key Street Clothing tee and tan khakis with my black vans. My hair was how it was everyday, its normal curly brown.

"Are you ready? We're picking up Jaime and Jessica at Jaime's place." I told Paige as I looked into her beautiful blue eyes.

"Yeah, let's go get them then meet everyone else!" She cheered as she jumped into my arms. "You're very handsome today, by the way." She giggled as she kissed my nose.

"You're beautiful today." I said as I put her body on the counter and wrapped my arms around her waist. "No scratch that, you're beautiful everyday. I'm yet luckiest guy in the world to have you."