It Was All For You, All For You And More [Vic Fuentes Book Two]

I don't ever want to lose my bestfriend

Shout out to my amazing best friend. She's dealing with so much right now, yet she's staying so strong. Yes sometimes she breaks, but that doesn't mean she failed. I'm so proud of her for making it this far. She's one of the strongest people I know, whether or not she believes She is strong. I love you Kenn

Jaime's POV

Paige had called me saying she wanted to hang out like the old days when it was just her and I. I'm not going to lie, I missed quality time with my little sis. So, I told her it would be cool if her and I went to the mall.

I took a quick shower and straightened my hair. I then pulled on a Drop Dead tee and skinny jeans with my red Vans to top the look. I thought I looked good, but it honestly didn't matter that much, I was just going to hang with Paige.

"Jessica," I said in a sing-song voice as I wrapped my arms around her. "I'm going to hang out with Paige today. I'll keep you updated as to how long I'll be out." I kissed her lips when I was done talking.

"Okay be safe, I love you." She said before she kissed my lips softly.

"I will." I replied.

I made my way outside and into the car, I was supposed to pisk Paige up from hers and Vic's place.

On my way to their place, I played Pvris, who we we're touring with on the next part of the tour.

I loved Pvris, their style of music was amazing, not to mention the vocals and instrumentals were amazing.

I pulled into the driveway and exited the car then locked it. I knew that Vic and I would talk for a little bit.

I made my way to the door, and knocked before bouncing a little bit while waiting for someone to answer the door.

"Hey Hime!" Vic announced as he opened the door.

"Hey man," I said as I hugged Vic.

"No making out please. I'd rather my boyfriend not cheat on me with my brother!" Paige yelled from inside the house, making me remember how much she shipped Fuenciado.

"Nah Paige, you had him first. He's your man." I joked around, knowing she loved when I pretended Fuenciado actually existed.

"So, you and Paige hanging out I heard." Vic said as ibentered the house and sat down on the couch.

"Yeah, it's been a while since we had brother-sister bonding. She's been really stressed lately, for at least six months. She was so worried you'd find her, and she kept saying her and Ace were fighting, but turns out he was just beating her worse and worse. So overall, mine and her bonding day is, overdue." I ranted a bit

"Yeah, I understand man. Just have Paige home tonight? Okay?" Vic said, as he looked at me.

"Oh I know, don't worry." I laughed. "We'll probably be back after dinner."

"I'm ready!" Paige announced as she skipped into the room.

Paige had decided to cut her hair And bleach it, so it was now blonde and short as he'll. She had an MCR cut off and high waist shorts, with her Red Vans.

"Alright, we're going to get lunch, then go to Hot Topic then Spencer's then were gonna go get dinner and then I'm dropping you off back home, alright?"

"Alright, " Paige then turned to Vic. "I love. you, I'll be back later." She kissed his lips the skipped out the door.

"Bye dude, I'll see you later." I said as I got off the couch. "And don't worry, I'll keep her safe."

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Paige and I were at the mall in the food court, Paige got a slice of cheese pizza and a water, I wanted her to get,more but she was still getting used to eating in general.

"So after this we're getting stuff from Hot Topic?" Paige asked as she put her plate in the trashcan that was right next to our table.

"Yeah, I know you're broke, you always have been, so I was thinking, we both get four shirts, and thirty more dollars worth of stuff. But if you don't want shirts, it just has to add up to one hundred and ten dollars, alright? My treat to my favorite little sister ever."

"Thank you Jaime! You're the best!" She announced as she hugged me.

Out of habbit, I of course hugged her back. "Its okay Paige. I know you've wanted some stuff from Hot Topic for a while."

"Jaime," Paige choked as she leaned away, I could see tears in her eyes, causing worry to spark in me.

"Paige what's wrong?" I asked her, concern lining my every word.

"What would you have done if any of my suicide attempts actually killed me? Or if my anorexia killed me? In general, if I was gone, where would you be? What would you be doing?" Paige asked, tears falling down her cheeks.

"Wh-what?" I stuttered, feeling my heart break. Last time she had asked me that question, she attempted suicide the next day. "Why are you asking?" I said, tears filling my eyes, blurring my vision.

"I-I just want to know.. I'm not going to attempt again, I promise." Paige said,p taking a huge breath when she was,done, obviously trying to not cry.

"I-I'd be heartbroken, I don't even think I'd be in the band because I'd be so heartbroken. I would probably go down a really dark road, because you're my best friend and if I ever lose you, I'd lose my sister." I explained, trying to keep the tears from falling down my cheeks. "I can't imagine my life without you."

"Oh..." Was all Paige replied with before hugging me tightly. "I love you Jaime, you know that right?" I nodded. "Don't tell anyone about this cconversation please..."

"I won't, I promise."

And I wasn't going to. I never broke the promises I made Paige.

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So how Jaime feels about losing Paige is how I would feel if I lost my best friend Kennedy. I love Kennedy to death and I always want her to know that. Ily Kenn

Side note: the picture (Yes it's Alysha Nett) is a picture of how Paige cut her hair and how I'm cutting it this week.

Stay Strong Dizzy Dreamers. I love you all :*