I cherish my American girl

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So, I got back together with my ex on December 29th 2014 and she was treating me perfectly and I was treating her like a princess. I told her she was beautiful, kind, lovely, sweet, caring, perfect, ect. I told her I was going to kiss all her scars and try to make her Happy... Then I woke up on January 1st 2015 to find a message from her, saying she was leaving me because she wants the trust of her best friend back... Her best friend is my ex best friend, and she's the reason for 90% of all my scars and she just wants to ruin my life... Then my now ex told me she was sorry and she still cares, but she got a new girlfriend on the second .-. yippie for me... Anyway, I love you all :*

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Jay's POV

I woke up the next morning in my panties and one of Vic's tee shirts. I was cuddled into Vic's side and he had his arm around my waist and his face was buried in the crook of my neck. I breathed in through my nose before i tried to nuzzle up closer to Vic, that only cause him to stir.

"Jay?" Vic groaned as he lifted his head.

"Yeah?" I replied softly.

"I really fucking missed you," Vic mumbled as he hid his face in the crook of my neck again.

"I missed you too..." I trailed off as I pulled myself closer to Vic. "Oh and Vic?"

"Yeah?" Vic mumbled against my skin.

"Go ahead and call me Paige again..." I whispered into his ear.

Vic didn't respond but kissed my neck softly then lifted his head. "Are you sure?" Vic asked, obviously not wanting me to be uncomfortable.

"Yes... I promise. I missed hearing your voice, I especially missed hearing you say my name... That was why I started going by Jay, because I couldn't handle other people calling me Paige... I'm sure you missed my voice too, probably more than I missed yours. I always watched Pierce the veil interviews so I could see and hear you.. You couldn't do that with me." I said as I looked into Vic's eyes.

"You have no idea how much I missed you. I missed you eyes, you voice, your personality, your hair, your lips, your hand writing, your love for bands, your innocence, your laugh, the sparkle in your eye whenever you talked about music, your smile, your, everything. I missed everything about you. Every little thing." Vic said as he teared up a bit.

I moved my right hand up to Vic's cheek then looked deep into his eyes. "I'm so sorry for breaking you," I whispered.

Vic placed his hand over mine, "You did what you thought was best for you. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy." Vic said before he brought his lips to mine.

I kissed him back softly before he moved his hand to my waist and I moved my hand to the back of his neck. Vic parted his lips slightly, causing me to part my lips slightly as well. Since we were both laying down, with me laying slightly lower than him, he put his hand on the other side of meand turned so he was sort of leaning over me.

Vic started to deepen the kiss but I pulled away, "Let's not, okay?" I asked softly, not wanting to hurt Vic.

"You're right," Vic sighed as he laid on his back.

"I'm sorry, I just don't want us to be all about fucking. We need to be something more than that." I mumbled as I buried myself into Vic's side.

"I know, we do. I do not want us to be just about sex. I want what we had before, you know back in high school." Vic said as he started to play with my hair.

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