Wonderless

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Paige's POV

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. My mind screamed  at me. You can't risk this much. He's worth too much.

I was still getting threats, and the mystery person said if I didn't leave soon, Vic would die. I couldn't risk that. Vic was too important to me for me to let him die.

I needed to leave.

I didn't know what to do. Vic was sleeping and I was struggling to decide what to do.

I didn't want to leave Vic. He was my safety. And I certainly did not want to leave Jaime and Sally. They were like brother and sister to me.

Jaime was also my best friend. I didn't want to lose my best friend that I could tell every little secret to. And not to mention that when I was gone for a while in my in patient treatment, it killed me to not have him around all the time, same with whenever Pierce The Veil was on tour.

Not having Jaime around makes me worse.

Was it worth it though? If I stayed, Vic's life was on the line, but I wouldn't go crazy. If I left, Vic would be safe, but I'd go crazy.

I didn't know what to do.

Scratch that, I knew I had to leave no matter how much it hurt me and everyone else. Vic's life was more important.

I pulled at my hair as I battled with myself. Tears were streaming down my face, and I felt hopeless.

I crawled out of Vic's arms and made my way to the kitchen to make myself some hot chocoa, which was my favorite drink.

As the water heated up, I let myself calm down. I couldn't have Vic worrying about me too much, I couldn't.

When the water was warm enough, I poured it into my mug and added the powder then stirred it together.

I walked into the living room and took a seat as I turned on the TV on got on Netflix.

I turned on Supernatural, and lost all worries I had minutes before. Thank you SPN.

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After about six episodes of Supernatural, I heard Vic call my name, so I paused the show.

"I'm down here!" I yelled up to Vic. "I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep, so I came down here to watch Supernatural." I explained.

"I'm sorry you couldn't sleep," Vic said as he turned the corner. "But get dressed, we're going out with everyone." Vic beamed.

"Where are we going?" I asked as I stood up and hugged my boyfriend.

"We're going to see a movie, go to lunch, and walk around and shit." Vic replied as he kissed the top of my head.

"Well I'm going to take a shower. What time do we have to meet them?"

"In a couple hours. And can I join you?" Vic smirked at me.

I blushed lightly. "I um, I guess.."

Vic kissed my lips and I kissed him back.

"I love you so much." Vic mumbled against my lips.

"I love you too," I replied, feeling guilty about everything.

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So I know this chapter is short, but it's really important so I'm sorry.

But tonight, I became really sad all of a sudden and I've been crying non-stop for a while now ;-; right now I just feel like jumping off a building Idk.

Stay Strong Dizzy Dreamers, I love you all :*

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